26. Is this a dream or reality – or a dream within a dream? *****

This program includes the voices of Ram Dass with a beautiful reading, Orson Wells, Bob Adamson, Areti, Mark West and Gilbert. Short extracts from The Princess Bride and Peaceful Warrior films.
A short extract from a recorded meeting at Bob’s place.

Feature: Ram Dass reads an extract from ancient text

Also some words from Edgar Allan Poe “Dream within a Dream” at the end of the program.

Research: Hsin-hsin Ming – Verses on the Faith-Mind – By Seng-ts’an, Third Chinese Patriarch of Chan (Zen) – a translation into English by Richard Clarke.

Music from Queen, The Alan Parsons Project (Dream within a Dream), Bob Dylan (When you gonna wake up), Al Stewart (Year of the Cat), The Bonzo Dog Doodah Band (Urban Spaceman) and including music from the film “Crouching Tiger – Hidden Dragon“.

Note: Gilbert is available for Skype calls for those who resonate with what is being pointed out. Email him for details.

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  • Nobody says:

    What about this so called “energetic shift” some speak about?? is it a possibility or just simple fraud? I can’t believe anymore that something has to shift…being is enough here…any suggestions?

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  • gilbert says:

    The whole universe is an energy shift. Ever changing. Those who emphasize the need for an special energy shift are just ‘selling’ something. They believe that they have had an energy shift (an experience) and they believe it changed their life. Then they imagine that everyone else can benefit from this energy shift. They sell the idea and the ‘products’ associated with it – methods, practices and they believe they are an expert in making this energy shift happen. They spend all their time describing this required energy shift and by the ‘power of suggestion’ many believe they have the same and it is all hypnosis and not much more. It all turns into a ‘clicky scene’.
    Being is enough – of course – but the mind imagines special states of being – so this being right now is judged by the mind as not being enough or good or special enough.
    If you listen to the ancient text in this program it is enough to reveal more than you need to know. It is probably one of the clearest texts that have been recorded on paper.
    It comes from the Chan (Zen) tradition and is supposed to have been written by the third patriarch of Zen Buddhism. It is so rich in content, one can read it a hundred times and still find ‘new depths’ in it. “I can’t believe anymore that something has to shift”……It is not a matter of belief. You KNOW that there is no need of a shift.
    There is no one here trying to trick anyone into new beliefs. No fees and No Club to join. That should demonstrate something, at least.

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  • Nobody says:

    That’s strange that those who speak about this energetic shift or liberation conduct satsangs or seminars,sell books,etc…they have to propose some seductive concepts in order to attract people, such like Love,intimacy,etc…and that seems to perpetuate the seeking game by offering something in time!…

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  • gilbert says:

    “When love and hate are absent – then everything becomes clear and undisguised”.
    You won’t find much use of the word ‘love’ here. It is far too volatile and dream inducing a word. It is a favorite with gurus and teachers possibly because it is very effective in keeping the seeker believing that they have found something truly valuable in this guru or teacher etc.
    Personal love turns to hate in an instant – that is the dualistic nature of it all. We all know good examples of this. “I hate the bitch now” etc.
    We can speak of love if necessary…….but it is not personal love – it is universal by nature – and the ground of your own being is the same (non) thing.
    Love is Light. Light is energy. Energy is an activity. You cannot separate the activity of KNOWING from any ‘other’ activity. It is all one activity. Therefore it is all love.
    Love is not for sale. Just as your own true nature is not for sale.
    It is totally FREE. Yet you must re-discover this before all your doubts will dissolve.
    Love yourself completely – and then that love embraces all within its bountiful presence.

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  • milton says:

    Great to have a new podcast. So is it really true that there is nothing to fix, save, complete, find, solve, release, dissolve, or realize? No inherent problem? That would truly be great news. However, the making distinctions and preferences seems to appear automatically without regard for my wishes.

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  • kale says:

    This would hold true once the “my” has been really seen through. Otherwise, it is just adding one more belief to the existing ones: “there’s nothing to do etc.” The “my” arises again and again but it is somewhat recognized for what it is and in this recognition it begins to lose its “hold”. This has begun to happen automatically…

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  • claudia luthi says:

    Puppetji

    Thanks for this delightful marvelous and extremely funny discovery!

    I have heard Puppetji mention in one of his videos that he is a friend of Tony Parsons, so he might know how to contact him…
    warm regards

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  • gilbert says:

    Yes….the claiming of ‘I, me, mine’ happens almost instantly via the habit of belief.
    It would SEEM that one needs to get into the space before the automatons ‘claim’ takes place. In the sense of expansion that happens, once we investigate, we find that ‘What I am’ pervades ‘all space’ and everything is naturally seen for what it is. This is ‘how’ the old habit is loosened. The engagement slackens off and the old ways fall away naturally.
    Puppetji: Contact has been made with James Murray (Puppetji) – at least a message has been delivered. Yes, a good laugh about all this stuff is always welcome. Sending up the guru game is fun – but it isn’t getting to the core issues necessarily. Well let’s see what happens.

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  • Ulrik says:

    Yes its all the same energy. Feelings of love, feelings of hate, feelings of any kind. “You” cannot do anything about that. They simply appear from nowhere for no one. It’s not personal. Any expression of life is an expression of that. There is really no one to blame for anything. All “you” are is already that. So anything “you” know as the truth, has the heaviness of I in it. So suffering comes from a belief in “me” as someone, somebody. Seeing/knowing who you really are, can not be seen/known by the belief in an individual I. Just seeing/knowing is what is, nothing else. “You” are still dreaming if there still is a belief in anything. Do not believe in anyone, not even yourself. Simply see, watch, and “you” will be free. Jesus will not set you free! No guru is for real. And if “you” still have a belief in some future delivery of love, happiness and peace, you need help!

    So stay tuned for this excellent podcast.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    The words from the ancient text sound like the words flowing from a guru trying to keep the followers in line by outlining a bagful of techniques and practices.

    How do I be serene? I don’t do anything!
    How do I hold no opinions for or against? I don’t do anything!
    How do I set up what I like or dislike? I don’t do anything!

    I am an animated body/mind totally automated and appearing in the unseeable knowing!

    Areti’s question and Bob’s definitive answer cuts through it all!

    There is no “I”…and opinions, serenity, likes and dislikes simply arise.

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  • gilbert says:

    “I am an animated body/mind totally automated” – First error.
    “You are not the body nor the Mind” quote from Nisargadatta .
    It is the mind that says “How do I do? (whatever)”
    At no point is any technique suggested except in your own imagination or conditioned mind.
    The ancient text is ‘pointing’ without any bias for the mind to grasp upon.
    It negates the concept of there being any ‘entity’ that can ‘do’ or ‘wish to know how to do’ anything. It may affirm in one moment and negate in the next. The text does not give ‘you’ anything and that is what is so beautiful about it. It just plays across the surface of beliefs, exposing them naturally as the mind responds to the stimulus of the words. At no point is it necessary to ‘judge’ or form an opinion for or against what it being said.
    Have another listen. It is cleaner than the cleanest legal document. See if you can truly find any technique being promoted within it.
    The music that accompanies the reading may not be the best choice.
    Do not confuse the reader with the text. Let the words be free and let the mind be free – then possibly the ‘hearing’ may flow differently.
    The complete text is one of the most profound documents on Non Duality that has ever come to the surface. It has lasted centuries. I doubt that anything I say, or you say Bill, will last more than a few weeks. No disrespect intended.

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  • milton says:

    If I embrace “I am That” as a concept then I am already caught by duality. There is an “I” and a “that.” It would seem that I would need to experience “I am That” to understand it. The text said to me that our suffering arises when we live through concepts. I didn’t hear anything about techniques.

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  • kale says:

    The “I” can never experience “that” because “that” is. What is this “I”? Look for it. In looking for it, doesn’t it vanish? Only looking remains…the “I” that rises within this looking is conceptual; it rises from moment to moment and disappears; whatever, this “I” embraces is also “conceptual”. While the looking is always as is…

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  • kale says:

    I remember Gilbert saying in one of the earlier posts “drop thinking as often as you can to get a taste this subtle presence” That is very potent pointing…

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  • milton says:

    you are quite right. Yes, the “I” vanishes upon investigation. To look at “I” there has to be another “I” looking at it, ad infinitum, an infinite regression, leaving no “I” to experience “that”, only “that” which is really nothing. Question: Who is doing the dropping and the tasting?

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  • nathan says:

    hmm…this is getting to the meaty part!

    ‘who is doing the dropping and tasting’….who asks the question ‘who am i’?

    might it be that the arising of the question coincides perfectly with questioner…that they are actually the same thing? the thinker “I” only exists as the thought ‘me’?

    if upon investigation of this so called ‘me’, it is seen not to exist NOW, it of course follows that it never did. and what’s more is the FACT that really there are no ‘other’ me’s running around this world. there are no ‘other’ people! this sounds absurd to most.

    what is absurd, is that ‘I me me mine’ is hardly more than a collection of preferences

    ‘do not search for truth, only cease to cherish opinions.’

    ceasing to cherish opinions is the ending of the fake entity.

    but if it was never ‘real’ to begin with…then what ends? just an irrelevant thought pattern?…ahhhh…then what…maybe…… silence

    i came across the hsin-hsin ming several months ago…it continues to floor me…some of the most perfectly placed squiggles ever to appear on paper…wonderfully put together podcast as usual…

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  • Ralph says:

    Question: Who is doing the dropping and the tasting?

    in short …. the ‘isness’ of this moment.

    When you are in the present moment you are not caught up in the mind of past and future. The dropping and the tasting can only be experienced when you are present here and now.

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  • dorothy hoffman says:

    Who is doing that dropping and tasting?

    You are that tasting…

    Words just tend to create more and more ideas leading to more confusion. The mind is always painting a picture of “this beautiful realization” which will be attained if I “stay present”. And then staying present becomes a technique. It’s all thought. What is prior to thought?

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  • Angie says:

    Stop thinking and talking and there is nothing you will not be able to know!

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  • gilbert says:

    Who is doing the dropping? ‘Who’ wants to know? The questioner is the question – both content of mind. They appear in the SEEING. Be the seeing only – the ‘seer’ is an appearance in mind – it is the thought ‘I see’. It is not the seeing but ‘we’ believe it is – it is a story. This profundity dissolves back into pure seeing. ‘We’ don’t need a story about it.
    A child on a roundabout calls out to mummy “I am dizzy”. “Get off it then my dear”.
    The mind is like the child – whirling around caught up in the ride.
    We have two options – one is to make our way to the center, the axis, where the motion is almost stillness – or get off the wheel.
    If you make your way to the stillness of mind, retrace your steps and drop the attachments via negation “I am not this” – “I am not that” – what is left?
    Intelligence shining – without a mask (persona).
    THAT is doing everything.
    This intelligence is always present. It is the ‘things’ we attach ourselves to that seemingly obscure it.
    The mask needs to be seen for what it is – otherwise it drags us back into the shit.
    Here is an ancient story:
    A man, sleeping on the side of the road swallowed a snake in his sleep….. a traveling dervish saw the snake slip into the man’s mouth.
    The dervish picked up a stick and beat the man. The man woke up and screamed and objected to this treatment, as anyone would. The dervish was unrelenting……and continued to beat the man. Eventually the man lost consciousness and the dervish continued to beat the body. Then the snake came out of the man’s mouth and the dervish struck it dead with his beating stick. The man woke up and saw the snake on the ground.
    The dervish smiled at the man and quietly said “I could not tell you that you had swallowed a snake or you would have died from shock. I did what was necessary. You are battered and bruised – but you are alive”.
    Some ‘people’ are asleep and they dream that they are ‘awake’ in a special way ‘enlightened’…..that dream adds onto itself the notion of being a guru.
    They long for love….and talk about love endlessly – but the poison of vanity in them prevents that love from glowing in themselves. If the ‘snake’ sleeps one may have a few moments of exceptional love expressing itself….but the slightest impression of being special awakens the snake and a spiritual empire is built upon vanity.
    Examples of this abound this world. King Solomon says “Vanity vanity, all is vanity under the sun”.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    I am sticking to my story. Consistency is paramount.

    This bag of bones does nothing. It is the seeing patterning. The patterning is the seeing and the seeing is the patterning.

    The planets are spinning around. There is no old bloke with a beard pushing the controls to make that happen. It is just happening. Birds, bees, trees and thoughts… all just patterns appearing in the seeing.

    There are no exceptions to this. The metabolism, the disgestion, the assimilation, the nails growing, the hair going curly…all just happening. The human form writing, talking or gesticulating is not an exception to the rule. This bag of bones does nothing. It is automated and who knows what is going to happen next.

    The ancient text referred to in the podcast (accompanied by that doubtful and moodmaking music) seems to suggest that we can actually do things…like be serene! How can I be serene?…I do not do anything! This entity just arises…just like everything else. Unwieldy, flowery and lengthy phrases sound like you can work on enlightenment or there is a path to enlightenment. It is a formula.

    These creamy statements of old are not helpful because it suggests to the listener how to go about becoming ‘enlightened’…by being serene. Bollocks I say.

    The only ‘old words’ worth their salt are ‘The Great Perfection is non conceptual awareness’. Twenty lines of prose are not needed.

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  • gilbert says:

    It is the ME that sticks to its story because that is all it has got. Without its story, it vanishes. So ‘who’ is sticking to their story? The paramount ME, the first and last story.
    Anyway i do understand where you are coming from Bill. The judgment about the ancient text is unwarranted. If things are crystal clear there, then lets see some expression of it in three lines. Whatever is expressed is valid whether it be three lines or three thousand lines. Who can predict what will register cleanly for the reader? If one imagines that one selects what is said or written then it is likely that that ‘one’ is deluded.
    What is so unsettling about serenity? No one is suggesting any methods or techniques in that text. As an ex-journo you should be able to read what is written of hear what is spoken without bias or pre-conceived ideas getting in the way. Anyone who finds fault with that ancient text must be on a ‘trip’. Well, all this may be of some benefit to some. It is easy to judge the past and generalize about all manner of things – but no one can predict the future – whatever sample one chooses as data for making the prediction, it must be a finite sample. The present contains ALL there is. The future is unknown – the present is unknown and the past is unknown. What can you be absolutely certain of except your own existence? Everything, without a single exception, appears – APPEARS – in THIS.
    Some have left traces of a WISDOM far beyond the apparent capacity of the normal intellect. When those traces, for example, this text we are speaking about, appears, it appears as a portal to that wisdom. Of course such concepts remain as ideas or expressions so long as that portal remains shut. If all the senses are wide open, without any bias from the past, then a ‘spark’ is ignited. Once ignited nothing can put out the ‘fire’. Ignorance is consumed, gradually or in an instant. The ‘man’ who wrote the words of that text was not on any ego trip. You will barely be able to find any information about him – a name, an occupation and nothing much more. This example is in keeping with the text itself.
    Listen again, if you can bear to – others seem to find value in it.
    If ‘we’ at the UGC (there are only two of us, Areti and Gilbert) are misleading the listeners, I will be the first to take a fresh look at things – because our intention is to present programs of unusual clarity and precision. That is why certain ‘teachers’ will never appear on this podcast site.

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  • Sabine says:

    Hi gilbert,

    The sentence you wrote

    “What can you be absolutely certain of except your own existence?” is a powerful pointer. It’s the only thing that never changes. Feelings change, thoughts change, beliefs change. The body changes. When in the dream ‘state’, it feels as real as the waking ‘state’, which is real? There is nothing to grasp. That sense of existence is the only thing that has never changed. And there is no-one to grasp that either.

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  • gilbert says:

    Exactly. And this is why everyone misses it – what usually happens is that there is a belief in being ‘someone’ – someone that is going to get ‘the understanding’. The core of understanding is KNOWING what I am first and foremost. As has been pointed out by those who know, you cannot say what you are – you can only say what you are not.
    In recognizing that everything is appearing in this knowing, so one comes to understand ‘what I am’ – yet it remains as it is, it is not an object – it has no boundaries and no center.
    The investigation that is repeatedly suggested is to explore that self-center and SEE if it has any substance or independence. Now, there may appear to be some substance to this ‘me’ but that substance reveals itself to be totally transient, while the observer-less observation remains stable. This stability of SEEING is not passing through the ‘mind’.
    The mind simply appears in it.
    What I am is this intelligence that pervades the universe, from the microscopic to the macroscopic. As the ancient text of Hermes ‘The Emerald Tablet’ says “As above so Below”. One Substance. That substance patterns and shapes the whole manifestation.
    It is never exhausted and cannot be depleted by ‘time’.
    These words touch upon our true nature. However the habitual notions keep popping up and if they are not recognized instantly, then this intelligence moves into the patterns and ‘we’ believe in being a limited creature.
    Reality IS. This intelligence shines like the sun. Start from the fact that you are THAT.
    Then the mask, the facade is transparent. SEEING passes straight through it.
    If there is no belief in being a ‘someone’ then there is nothing for anything to get stuck on. It all flows without any interference. This will not make much sense to those bound up in beliefs. Those who already see through it all, in brief moments, they will understand what I am getting at.
    THIS is for everyone – not just the few – yet it seems that only a few respond.

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  • gilbert says:

    This is a note to anyone wishing to make comments on the UGC. Any comment that ‘smells’ of madness or of an unstable mind will be deleted pronto. The programs are totally free of any charges (excluding your own internet fees) and all we ask for is a little respect and and consideration for the readers. Some have been disturbed by some very silly comments by supposedly mature ‘teachers’. I won’t open that bag of worms here, now. Usually things flow well. I have had to delete some comments recently which were very obscure and somewhat deranged in structure and meaning. This is not meant to be some battle ground for egos and wanna be gurus. There are plenty of websites where those characters can leave their droppings.
    Let’s keep it clean folks.

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  • milton says:

    I find two lines in the Hsin text particularly helpful: “If the eye never sleeps all dreams will never cease” and “to come directly into harmony with this reality just say when doubt rises ‘not two’.” Seems to be in line with what you are saying; if one stays with naked awareness, then entanglement in dreams and concepts will be avoided. For me the text is illuminating in a fairly succinct way. Thanks

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  • James Bryden says:

    There is none so blind as he who will not see.
    — Anonymous

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Thanks for this web site. I would so much like to understand what is being said here. One statement made by Gilbert was: “What I am is this intelligence that pervades the universe, from the microscopic to the macroscopic.”
    I have been thinking about this quote all day, wondering why I have such mental torment from time to time – if this statement is true. Is it because I don’t believe it and therefore I suffer? I do feel a sense of something inside when I read your post & listen to the downloads. Even if problems don’t change for me, I’m hoping to be able to have peace in the middle of the storm.

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  • gilbert says:

    Good to see some new names appearing on the comment pages.
    To Milton – Correction: “If the eye never sleeps all dreams will never cease” – I think if you check it again it actually says “If the eye never sleeps all dreams will naturally cease”.
    In the Bible it says: “If your eye be one – the body shall be full of light”
    In other words if the SEEING is undivided by the ‘seer’ and the ‘seen’ then the light of KNOWING is not drawn into duality and confusion. Your body is the WHOLE manifestation – I AM THAT.
    To Emily: “Is it because I don’t believe it and therefore I suffer?” – It is never a matter of belief.
    Knowing is the primary activity – it is prior to all there is. The ‘problem’ is the belief in ‘me’.
    When something ‘true’ is heard or read, a resonance may happen ‘inside’ because innately we KNOW what it true. Follow that resonance.
    Many get sidelined by high sounding spiritual nonsense that only tickles the ego and the spiritual self-image – useless.
    Whatever appears in the mind, it has no power whatsoever. You are that intelligence – it patterns into everything including the belief. If you investigate that believed in ‘me’ it will be recognized as an appearance only. Now, realize that THAT which SEES the pattern of ‘me’ (and SEES all patterns) is not restricted by that ‘me’. It is as though one is ‘outside’ of what is seen. More correctly, everything is appearing IN the SEEING. Everything is the SEEING. The ‘you’ that imagines it SEES things is just an appearance.
    It is ALL SEEING. When the fabricated self-center dissolves, everything is recognized as an appearance in this SEEING. This SEEING has no center and no boundary.
    This awesome realization is inexplicable. The mind has NO words for it and it remains beyond the grasp of concepts. One realizes that ‘I am THAT’ which includes all and everything. It is ALL inclusive. It appears that everything BECOMES all inclusive – but the truth is it has ALWAYS been so.
    The egoic fixation (me) is like fly shit on the pristine mirror-like awareness.
    All intellectual arguments ‘against’ this revelation are just more appearances and justifications for ‘protecting’ the belief in a separate entity – that one who wishes to argue or continue to be fixated with ‘self’. Awareness is Universal – it only APPEARS to be personal. There is no person whatsoever anywhere. SEEING this, where does it leave you? Present and aware. What MORE do you want?

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  • Gary Wright says:

    Which ancient text is being quoted? In flavor it seems very much like Huang Po but he was the 6th patriarch wasn’t he? Maybe you have already named the source but I am unaware of this if you have. I reckon that it is always good practice to name the sources of important quotes especially when what is quoted is written material.

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  • gilbert says:

    Thank you for joining the comment page Gary. From the statistics from the site it is clear that a great many actually read these comments but few venture to share with us their questions or insights. I would encourage more to share. Many misunderstandings can be cleared up and some have already experienced glimpses of a fresh view. The comment page can add a new dynamic aspect to the programs. There will be more of this ancient text shared in new programs.
    Each comment page is about the program it is attached to. If you read the program details, the text we are speaking of is detailed there. A short passage of that text is heard during the content of the program read by Ram Dass. The text we are speaking about is by Seng Ts’an, the third patriarch of Chan (Zen).
    Huang Po wrote passages that are equally profound.
    One of Huang Po’s books appears in the recommended reading list on my website.

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  • michael o says:

    Hi to all at UGC from outer-cyberia (cape town s.africa) & deep thanks for the podcasts which i’ve found incredibly helpful , allowing me to drop seeking, effort in the struggle to attain, so to just relax into what already is and has always been. Such a relief.

    I have a whole bunch of the podcasts on my phone and listen whenever i get the chance.

    One question, why does the one all pervasive intelligence-energy arise currently as the gruesome conflict in gaza, is it because a nightmarish dream will serve to awaken more from the dream of separation to the truth of the one reality?

    again, heartfelt thanks

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  • abbocarnu says:

    At times, ‘why’ and ‘how’ remain a delightful mystery.
    Never has ‘where’ and ‘when’ escaped me.

    Looking starts and stops where and when?
    Seeking starts and stops where and when?

    ljjiiiuuy7yy7 (my Son wrote that part)

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  • gilbert says:

    It is a provocative subject……World conflict….Everyone has an opinion. And opinions vary extremely and the basis of the opinions are very often based on scatty information.
    Borders and boundaries are mind projections or agreements between ‘men’.
    It may be difficult to see this but the whole conflict is because of the belief in being separate. I, Me and Mine. Borders and boundaries do not exist except as relative concepts. The concept of separation is a fiction. Where does it start? It start right here, right now. If you drop the thoughts, the mind projection disappears. It starts with ‘me’ and ‘not me’, or ‘I’ and ‘other than I’. It begins with the labels we have learned to put on ‘things’. It happens right now. It is not the past that is to be changed. It is this immediate engagement with thought that needs to be ‘broken’ – at least for long enough to SEE what is. Explore this boundary of ‘me’ and SEE that it is a concept. If you go to the Great Wall of China you will not be able to find any boundary. You will find a magnificent wall that stretches for hundreds of miles as it roams across the rolling hillside. The boundary is an agreement between ‘men’. An agreement is a concept. When ‘men’ fight over land and property it can get very bloody.
    Move out into space and look back at the Earth and it is easily recognized that the whole is undivided. Of course such information is bound to touch the core of beliefs and a response may spring up automatically to defend the core beliefs. A belief is never the actual.
    If it were the actual it would not be a belief – it would be a fact. All conflict is due to relationship – and basically the basis of it all is ‘me and not me’. Vulnerability brings fear – fear often leads to violence. At the base of anger is fear. It is all energy patterning into forms and activities. Thoughts resolve themselves naturally if they are left alone. When masses are fixated on strongly biased ‘mind sets’ against a foe the resolution of the conflict is postponed or maybe it is because the conflict is re-ignited constantly. Many Nations get involved and the conflict spreads through the media. Everyone has an opinion and takes sides according to their preferences. people argue over the issue at work, at home and on public transport. It all feeds the conflict. It is not creative – it is destructive.
    It takes months to build a house and one match to turn it into ashes in a few minutes.
    Only the individual can drop the issue and cease from feeding the thoughts.
    If enough were to do this, then the resolution would happen naturally.
    It is madness. Do not get involved in the affairs of others – deal with what is right here, right now.
    “A thousand may fall at thy left hand, ten thousand by thy right hand – but none shall come near your dwelling place”. From the Old Testament.
    Look at the ‘space’ where you are in this immediacy.
    Do not postulate the situation of others far away. What is wrong with right now?
    Without a thought – is there anything wrong? This profundity is missed by almost everyone. The media bring a world of troubles into our living rooms via TV and the internet. And we feed upon it and get ulcers and play with our worry beads.
    If you stay simply with present evidence – you will be able to cope quite easily with what is. Of course the intellect almost instantly says “Yes BUT……….what about those people over there….etc. First get yourself free from illusions, then you can look at these things with a fresh vision.

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  • Richard says:

    I first stumbled upon the Hsin Hsin Ming in 1978, and have been stumbling ever since.

    Such enthusiasm here over words. People seem to be trying to find the right formula in order to allow themselves to be who they are. Since they cannot be other than who they are, it is a big joke; a joke, which upon realizing, they can join God in His laughter.

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  • Albert says:

    Gilbert,

    Would you please explain what the statement: “Dream within a Dream” means?

    Are we just dreaming this life? Is it really real?

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  • gilbert says:

    To Albert: Well, no explanation about what a dream is, isn’t all that convincing and a dream within a dream is a mind twister that Edgar Alan Poe dreamed up. It appeared ‘earlier’ with the story about the man who dreamed he was a butterfly, dreaming that he was a man.
    LIFE is REAL in its immediacy. ‘YOU’ as that thinking being, which ‘you’ imagine that you are, will never KNOW LIFE – LIFE lives that ‘you’, LIFE appears AS that pattern, just the same as it appears AS all patterns. It is ONE pattern and that pattern is ONE energy – a movement – ONE movement. If ‘you’ trace this movement ‘back’ to its immediacy, the ‘me’ or ‘you’ vanishes. All psychology vanishes and this naked knowing is clearly obvious – obviously no thing. All things are appearances. THIS KNOWING does not appear – yet all appearances are IT. ‘You’ cannot separate the KNOWING from the appearance because they are ONE.
    What exists outside of that ordinary knowing that is happening right there right now? Nothing exist outside of it – all postulations that affirm that something does exist outside of this Knowing are only appearances within the knowing.
    The belief system that is common to everyone is a dream – but no one wants to explore it and see what it is – because there is an investment in a dream character – and so fear stops the investigation. The no thing-ness, our true nature contains the courage to investigate. The fictional character has no real qualities to face reality because it is false – and the false cannot withstand an investigation of itself – it falls apart. It is all conceptual.
    Start from the fact that you are this shining intelligence which shines straight through the mask – SEEING is happening.

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  • abbocarnu says:

    Gilbert Stated,
    “Thoughts resolve themselves naturally if they are left alone. ”

    The tendency to engage thought dissipates when it is seen that the “Habit” of thought is just that, a habit, a pattern, a rut, like the grooves in a record, having no volition of its own….yet playing on endlessly, the same sorry song, the same old story, over and over, going unnoticed, until one day someone or something Bumps the record player and the needle pops out of its groove.
    The tendency to try and “Fix” it is almost overwhelming, but if left alone one finds that a “new” song is playing now, very quietly at first, poking, prodding, reaching beyond the illusion of time and mind, unable to be grasped or held as “Mine”.
    It’s like an air conditioner that is Not noticed till it is turned Off….
    The Silence of That is Deafening…as are the Pointers here at UGC…
    Thought Grows, just like a little child when it is fed and given attention…
    But again, what is thought, but a “movement of energy”, rippling through the space that you ARE, having absolutely No substance, till it is given credence through Attention and Belief~

    This forum is one of the clearest I’ve visited, Gilbert’s pointing is obviously, painfully, potently and patiently present**

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  • gilbert says:

    To Richard – Wow…I am impressed…….and YOU have seen and heard this God laughing at some time, somewhere, AND it is somewhere that we can all go and join HIM. Amazing. And I thought we were talking about Non Duality. I am just joking…..don’t get all heated up over nothing. The ‘WHO I really really am’ is just enthusiasm over words actually – the ‘WHO’ is nothing more than psychological patterns appearing in the mind. WHO is a story. The turning and looking at what self is is the value of it all.
    Whatever it takes to turn that psychology upside down or turn it around, shake it up, so that a glimpse of what it truly is, happens, is a valid activity. (there are no invalid activities of course) ‘WHO’ is not such a good word – it implies ‘a form’ and ‘a story’ attached to that form – and what ‘I truly am’ is neither.
    What I am is inexpressible – totally inexpressible. (This applies across the board – to everyone)
    It is pointless parroting the words of others or becoming a clone of a ‘teacher’.
    SEEING what is does not require any presets in the mind.
    There, I am sure that there is some enthusiasm over words happening ‘there’ now Richard. Do any of them actually touch this pristine and immaculate awareness?
    Clear pointing is essential – sending the seeker down a blind alley looking for ‘who I am’ is simply not good enough – not that you are doing such a thing. It just needs to be mentioned – apparently. It is true – everyone is THAT – whether they know it or not. The problem is the seeking and to dismantle the belief in seeking is apparently required.

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  • Richard says:

    Thanks for the reply Gilbert.

    I ask the others in this group, has anyone here had Self-realization due to words (other than from face-to-face teaching)? And if so, why are you here and why do you still listen to podcasts, read books, and read comments in forums?

    Conversely, if Self-realization (pardon the “z”) has not occurred by these activities, why continue them?

    Said Bankei (more words—I know), “If you priests would just live in the Unborn, there wouldn’t be anything for me to tell you about it, and you wouldn’t be here listening to me.”

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  • Sully says:

    Hi Richard,

    I think I’m leery of people who announce that they have Self-realization!

    Would you mind telling WHY you are here at this website?

    Why not drop all the judgements and really listen to what is being shared here. You might just SEE that you are already what you seek!

    Best wishes!

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  • Gary Wright says:

    Sorry Gilbert I should have looked more closely. Anyway, if anyone is intereted in a copy of this text (soft copy that is) it can be had at http://www.sacred-texts.com/bud/zen/fm/fm.htm

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  • Richard says:

    Hi Sully,

    Why am I here? Like the man hiding in the closet said to the angry husband who asked him the same question, “Everbody’s got to be somewhere”.

    But I think I’m here just for the fun of it. Also there are some beautifully worded posts here, some verging on poetry.

    I didn’t think I was being judgemental, just conducting a survey and possibly short-circuiting others’ search, one I had been on for over 30 years.

    I liked the Bankei quote in my previous post and wished to share it with those, who if totally honest with themselves, would see their games aren’t working. Not permanently.

    Bob Adamson said to me, as he says to others, “You are intelligent. Why would you keep looking where you have not gotten any results?” (paraphrased)

    Made sense to me.

    I can’t already be what I seek because I don’t seek. Maybe I am already what I am not seeking.

    Best wishes to you too,
    Richard

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  • Sully says:

    Thanks Richard for your reply…I just thought from reading all your previous post that you were still seeking. I apologize.

    Have fun!

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  • gilbert says:

    There are NO Self-Realized Beings anywhere, except in your own imagination.
    That obscuration need not be there. Let all the senses be wide open.
    You are THAT One without a Second. if you start from anywhere else – it is just a mind game.

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  • areti says:

    I’ve just completed an interview with Gilbert and we talked about Gilbert’s explanation as to why the Hsing Hsing Ming is not a technique – so Billy, from talking with Gilbert, let me tell you what I think he means:

    In other words – hold no opinions for there is no you to hold opinions – it is pointing to what you actually are – anything else is a technique – opinions are a technique – holding opinions is a technique for reasoning there is a you there to reason. (and a technique takes time – what you are is timeless)

    You cannot hold an opinion and be with senses wide open because you are (then) engaging (the me) the mind – which is time.

    I am not the body, I am not the mind, I am not a person to hold opinions, I am not……

    Is this a technique or direct pointing?

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  • WeNoTwo says:

    White Man Richard Speak With Forked Tongue. Why this game of hide and seek?
    Why play safe?: “To live in this Realization is not to worry about perfection or non-perfection” If you truly live in this realisation then consider this:

    “Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but onto a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house”

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  • Richard says:

    Hi WeNoTwo,

    I’m no guru or teacher or seeker. I just know what I know and am what I am.

    Never have I claimed that this Richard thing is realized or enlightened. How could that be?

    Sometimes I see addictive behavior in those ceaselessly seeking down the same blind alleys and wish I could convey in an acceptable way, “Don’t go there”. But I don’t have the ability to say it any other way, lacking social skills as I do and not wanting to impose in my unskillful manner.

    I do not have confidence in my ability to light up others but instead point them to such lightbearers as Bob, Nisargadatta, Ramana, and others such as Bankei.

    I prefer to be, as some ancient Chinese mystic said, a gnarled tree that no one pays attention to nor chops down for lumber (nor gets nailed to a cross). Would much rather tell jokes (like the previous ‘man hiding in the closet’ gem) and help non-people from taking themselves so seriously. What you call, “playing safe”.

    But I may be wrong.

    Best regards,
    Richard (A Duck walks into a Bar, looks around then turns to the barman and asks him “Do you have any quackers?”)

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  • Tom Allen says:

    “awareness has no center”–Well I get the part that there in nothing but perception–and yet I still feel that there is a perceiver who is at a certain distance from, say, that tree over there or that house.

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Gilbert,

    Would you say the eyes see and the brain translates just as the heart beats and blood flows rather than awareness/intelligence being inside this body looking out?

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  • gilbert says:

    No the eyes do not see – they are instruments of seeing.
    The mind translates using words learned in the past – old stuff imposed on the freshness of now. We name things and ‘think’ we understand what things are.
    That is not understanding.
    Everything is clear and obvious. Nothing is disguised except the mind disguises everything with its own wore out conceptual costumes from the wardrobe of memory.
    Everything appears in the SEEING. The ‘distance’ is perceived via reference points – ‘me’ and ‘other then me’. Yet if you measure that distance by paces, ever step of the (say) 20 paces will unfold within the SEEING and no boundary needs to be cut down. The SEEING is seamless.
    The ‘seer’ is seemingly transported to new locations. Investigate the actual location of the ‘seer’. All reveals itself in the uninterrupted SEEING and NO seer can be found.
    The ‘seer’ is the thought ‘I see’. It is a story. A story in a book has some seeming volume – the book itself. The story of ‘me’ has no volume, no duration and no location.
    It all reveals itself in the SEEING.
    It is seemingly obscured by the identified consciousness of ‘I think, I hear, I see, I do, I am such and such’.
    Retrace it all to the bare and naked ‘I am’ – wordless presence.
    SEE that space and time are appearances in THAT.
    ‘Over there’ is just an appearance.
    The world appears in what you are. That is another expression of ‘I am THAT’.
    Duality is due to the introduction of the ‘seer’ and the ‘seen’.
    Cease to name ‘things’ and SEE what is.

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  • gilbert says:

    The previous comment is radical for the mind. One may see that there is no need of introducing the concept of ‘love’. Those who make a big deal about love are just caught up in psychology and emotional baggage. Indulging in that realm will never release the ‘bondage of self’ – in fact it merely perpetuates it. The ‘lover’ and the ‘beloved’ belong to duality. What we are talking about here at the Urban Guru Cafe is Non Duality.
    All talk about Non Duality is dualistic YET some clear expressions are ‘pointing’ at your true nature. All one needs is to re-cognize it. The Cognition is ALREADY happening.
    It is the ‘me of memory’ that introduces a ‘grasping at’ and that is the obscuring factor.
    ‘When’ this is seen, without any idea of being a ‘seer’ it is simply naked SEEING.
    Taste that and the meaning of ‘life’ is stripped of mental obscurities.
    As I say “One Moment of Eternal Realization” – THIS is IT. It could not be otherwise.
    If you leave the mind alone, in not agitating it, things resolve themselves. You do not need the ‘me fixation’ to BE.
    Note: These comments are not a ‘resource’ for Gurus – “get your own material somewhere else”. This is for those who are genuinely making an investigation into the meaning of their own existence.

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  • Tom Allen says:

    “Everything appears in the seeing”–good.Yes, the seeing IS the thing seen and therefore the thing is wholly given in the perception and in fact IS the perception.

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  • gilbert says:

    The perception appears in the SEEING. The perceiver is an appearance.
    Stay quietly AS the SEEING – it is what you ARE.
    This profundity cuts through it all.
    It may bring a speechless, thoughtless state to the fore. That will appear to recede as thoughts reappear – YET it does not disappear.
    Like the mirror – all we are seeing is the mirror – the reflections ARE the mirror – yet the mirror is difficult to ascertain unless one examines it closely. The ground of being is this SEEING-KNOWING. It is the uninterrupted experiencing. There is no ‘experiencer’ except as an appearance, a story, in mind. Mind itself is just a label.
    This knowledge is transparent and is in fact nothing but KNOWING.
    Once re-tasted fully, it can never be forgotten.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    “If things are crystal clear there, then lets see some expression of it in three lines.”

    The natural state…is (you are) prior to anything arising in the mind.

    Howzat! One line! Straight from your book Gilbert!

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  • Bill Tys says:

    There is no need to say “I am” to know that you are.

    The seer and the seen are patterns appearing on or in the seeing.

    The seer and the seen could not appear without the seeing.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    Freedom is not when you are out of the net…
    But when the net is not!

    Anon

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  • gilbert says:

    Bravo Billy. It took a few days mate. Things slowing down there? Just kidding. Folks, Bill and I are friends from hanging out at Bob’s. It has been my pleasure to witness things clearing themselves naturally ‘around Bill’. This is reflected in something I often say “It sinks in”. When one is attracted to visit someone like Bob on a regular basis, the message sinks in and a resonance in being rises up and shines through the Mask, the persona.
    This shining is observable in and around the eyes and the infinite intelligence brings the mind into alignment – so the mind then serves rather than dominate as a ‘me’.
    This ‘phenomena’ I have witnessed over and over around Bob. Bob makes no big deal out of it. If you get a chance, go see Bob. Many have made the long trip from Over Seas and many more have experienced the ‘sinking in’ via Bob’s Books and CD’s etc.
    When the mind is faced with the immediacy of being – it loses its habit of fabricating ‘reality’. Then one may sense what lies beneath the mind games of seeking and the direct ‘pointing’ can touch what needs to be touched.
    Any words can be pulled apart and be accused of dualistic notions. You know and in that knowing you know what I am saying.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    The seer and the seen appear on or in the seeing.

    The word “seeing” is not seeing with the eyes! It is not hearing with the ears!
    It is not the perception gear of the human instrument doing anything!

    There is only seeing. And the seeing (used in a potentially misleading way in these blogs) is the knowing. There is only knowing. There is only awakefulness…but that word ‘awakefulness’ is also confusing because of the notion of sleep. But awakefulness is always immediate and present. When the human form sleeps…awakefulness is present…there is just nothing dancing on the awakefulness at that time. Then a dream may appear in the awakefulness…then ‘you may awake’ because the sound of a dog barking is appearing in the awakefulness. The seeing/the knowing/the awakefulness… is ever present and immediate.

    The nothing arising, the dream arising, the dog barking arising, ‘you’ waking up arising… is content patterning on the awakefullness.

    Yet the awakefulness and the content are inseparable.

    They are One…therefore whether you like it or not…you are the Fullness!

    And some people may say that I am full of it!

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  • Ron Marson says:

    Thanks Gilbert for the cafe, and to all of you who participate in this forum. I’ve listened to every audio production over the months, and have read most of the comments with interest. Urban Guru Cafe is really popping with energy, insight, good controversy, good humor and love.

    One of the repeating controversies I keep reading concerns the nature of seeking. Gilbert, to his credit insists that seeking is the very activity that ties us to the wheel of becoming. If we could just back off believing our incessant mental overlays about reality even for two seconds — we might notice the obvious: we already ARE that pure seeing-knowing we seek. Our mental image of what we think we seek is never IT. This might be summed up in the saying:

    He that seeks SHALL NOT find.

    Some challenge this notion They defend the value of speaking from personal experience, even if it is a story tied to a time-bound, dreaming mind. They argue that seeking is a legitimate and important piece of the apparent journey, that pithy pointers or lengthy intellectual arguments have no heart, and ultimately convince the survival-oriented mind of nothing. They would argue, along with Jesus:

    He that seeks SHALL find.

    I would like to offer a short article by Ken Wilbur, making a distinction between spiritual TRANSLATION and spiritual TRANSFORMATION. He seems to solve the paradox by agreeing with both sides. After all, there is no duality in non-duality.

    http://www.enlightennext.org/magazine/j12/wilber.asp

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  • michael o says:

    Thanks Gilbert for the earlier response to my question about world politics, which i found to be very helpful.

    Just thought i’d share a few lines which i’ve always found inspirational over the years from the Dzogchen tradition.

    The Six Vajra Verses

    Although apparent phenomena
    manifest as diversity
    yet this diversity is non-dual,
    and of all the multiplicity
    of individual things that exist
    none can be confined in a limited concept.
    Staying free from the trap of any attempt
    to say “it’s like this”, or “like that”,
    it becomes clear that all manifested forms are
    aspects of the infinite formless,
    and, indivisible from it,
    are self-perfected.
    Seeing that everything is self-perfected
    from the very beginning,
    the disease of striving for any achievement
    is surrendered,
    and just remaining in the natural state
    as it is,
    the presence of no-dual contemplation
    continuously spontaneously arises.

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  • gilbert says:

    Yes, the Dzogchen Tradition has many remarkable texts. Some of the translation work is not so good, at least it appears that way. Of all the Dzogchen literature available, i find that only a few are translated well. Those texts bristle with ‘life’.
    As for Ken Wilber, he is a philosopher. Non Duality is not philosophy, no matter who says it is. I find that only the last chapter of each of his books is at all clear. He organizes his books usually in some sort of pattern, leaving the Non Dual view till last. The main body is about ‘the path’ and methods etc, from my memory, and there is no path and no method in Non Duality, even if Wilber says there is. It is all mind stuff. He may be well established as an author and admired by many – but that does not mean all that much when it comes to direct pointing. I won’t even bother reading the suggested paper, mostly because it will ‘smell’ of Wilber from start to finish.
    Many major cities have Wilber Meetings. I have friends who have attended these and they all report that it is a waste of time – ego trippers showing off. Similar to the the E. Tolle Meetings all over the place where everyone wears their spiritual heart on their sleeve. An ‘clever intellectual self-image’ or a ‘spiritualized self-image’ are sticky creatures that cling like ‘doggy doo’ to a blanket.
    I find that the clever intellectual types, who are attracted to Wilber are the one’s who have most difficulty in dropping the clinging mind. I would not advise anyone to go out and buy his books, and there are many, many of them. The stimulation of the intellect is part of the problem. We are yet to see a clear, concise and precise ‘pointing’ from Wilber without a whole lot of other unnecessary information packed in for good measure. The publishers like big volumes – yet what is true is always simple. You don’t need a 3 inch thick book to get the message across. Large books obviously only stimulate the mind. It is good business. Still, it is his career and his books sell very well.
    However, a ‘good’ text will stop the mind. Most popular books perpetuate the mind and so the seeking goes on and on. Well, as the old song goes “To each his own”.

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    Great pointer by Gilberto “the World appears in what You are”
    Very simple to understand.
    Everything, including time & space, the body I call my own, the story of the me spanning almost a half-century, every object appearing, every thought appearing, every object remembered, every thought of the future, bodies that I call others–they’re all appearing in the knowing. None of those things can ever be separate from the knowing or get behind the knowing. Even a God that appears and doles out retribution in the afterlife would only ever be an appearance in the knowing. Since you are the knowing, the only way you could ever have a problem is if the knowing could be altered, punished, or affected in some way. Since nothing can ever get behind the knowing to affect it, there can be no real trouble for you at any time.

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Gilbert,
    Would you say this “knowing” or ‘seeing” that we all are could also be:

    omnipotent – all powerful
    omniscient-all knowing
    omnipresent- present in all places, thus present everywhere

    Like the bible tells us God is? If so, is it because we don’t know this, we live such miserable lives at times.

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  • gilbert says:

    It is ALL SEEING – which is science (Knowing) Omniscience.
    ALL POTENCY (all power) Omnipotence.
    ALL PRESENCE (all places) Omnipresent.
    Three aspects of the ONE. They are not the qualities of some imagined GOD.
    This ordinary seeing, this ordinary life force, this ordinary presence-awareness, which ‘we’ all take for granted and overlook its significance is THAT.
    “What you are seeking, you already ARE”.
    It is only a ‘me’ that seemingly lives a miserable life. It is sometimes said that ‘Life lives you’.
    If you drop the story about a miserable life – drop the story of the past – be totally open in this moment – a very different view opens up.
    No one will believe it – it must be tasted first hand.

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Thanks that makes it clear Gilbert… just one more point:

    “If you drop the story about a miserable life – drop the story of the past- be totally open in this moment – a very different view opens up.”

    Many things happened in our past that we have no memory of therefore there is no story..is this correct? It is the memories we have about the past that keeps the story going?
    From reading your post I don’t think you would have us deal with the memories because that would just keep the story going?
    Would it be correct to say, drop the memories? I’m just not sure how that is done.
    Is it enough to just realize that there is no person here who lived that story?

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  • Evita says:

    That is a great set of questions to contemplate on Emily. I know a lot of people who have gone through the same sequence of questioning and somehow cannot get past the idea of “removing a memory” and thus detaching themselves from the past.

    My explanation of this is two-fold:

    1) Focus on what you want, rather than on what you do not want.

    I personally can think, if I really try, of several rather negative memories from the past. I could focus on them, think of them and share them with whomever I meet, thereby re-living that story and making it part of the present. However, I know this in no way serves me. Hence drop the memory, by not focusing on it.

    Many in our society I think are hesitant to do this, because society taught us that we need some “closure”. Closure never comes from external but the internal – hence if you want or need closure – look within at what else there might be there for you to learn.

    2) The second way of looking at it is place yourself as much as possible in the present moment. It is one thing to focus on positive memories, rather than negative memories, but it is even more powerful not to focus on any memories, but be present in the present moment of now, as Gilbert refers to.

    Being fully present and aware of the now, makes one realize that yes indeed anything else is a figment of your imagination and hence does not exist, why then keep making it exist. So in a way there is no person here who lived that story.

    This however cannot be confused with repressing or denying the story or the past, that will surface in you sooner or later and not lead to an inner peace.

    It is thus about acknowledging that in this moment of now, nothing else exists. I am whole, I am happy, I am one.

    Hope that helps a little.

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  • howdie says:

    hi emily,
    curious what gilbert has to say about this too
    from my own form’s experience i have seen that even though the mind may not have any memory of some past event, the body still remembers- especially if there was some type of trauma for the body…
    as awakening opens, those hidden things in the body just begin to “float up” on thier own to be dealt with. that deep stuff will have to rise. how it is worked through is specific for everyone, but at least there is no hiding from it anymore.

    i once heard awakening brings a sense of radical honesty, and that starts with everything we have been trying to hide. one may know the body does not exist, but the body sure thinks so, and it may have a lot of stored conditioning in it.
    so you may know there is no person to have a story, but that won’t help the body for some time, depending on what is stored there…some oriental exercises may help the body get more flowing and let this stuff move easier-
    so many hope awakening will allow them to run from their problems or what they don’t like or transcend it. i liken it less to waking “up” more to sinking “down” into the honesty of form’s experiences. i found you can’t drop the memory until you honestly see you have it.

    maybe not the best explanation. gilbert?

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  • Dan says:

    Emily,

    For what it’s worth, I’ve found that nothing needs to be dropped as such. It’s simply the IDENTIFICATION with those other thoughts and such that say “I am the thinker, I am the doer, I can be threated” that get in the way of simply allowing and enjoying what is. Even those thoughts are alright, it’s simply the taking credit for them that leads to suffering. Allowing all thoughts, desires, memories, pasts, futures, etc. as a natural unfolding of your own Awareness is what allows the natural lack of separation with life to overrun us. It’s amazing…
    Anyway, does that make sense to you?

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Thanks Howdie and Dan,

    I appreciate your posts and yes I’m beginning to get glimpses of this. I think what drew me to this website was the effortless living feel of it. I have tried many , many things over the years and frankly I don’t want to DO anything else.
    This really appeals to me:

    “Awareness is what allows the natural lack of separation with life to overrun us.”

    Thanks guys

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  • nathan says:

    Wow…Gilbert…you’ve set this forum ablaze! Like a hot knife through butter…

    Nothing escapes the immediacy of knowING…even tangents into the ‘past’, graspings at the now, or uncertainties of the ‘future cannot happen outside this instantaneous knowing presence! Everything is within this, and yet what is it? NO qualities can be ascribed to it!!! Thought cannot touch it!! The mind quiets down the personal melts away…and I pour another coop ‘a tea here at the cafe…

    Here’s a little rejoinder from an old poet “Ez” to your Solomon quote a few days ago that struck me…

    Pull down thy vanity, I say pull down.
    Learn of the green world what can be thy place
    In scaled invention or true artistry,
    Pull down thy vanity,
    Paquin pull down!
    The green casque has outdone your elegance….

    To have gathered from the air a live tradition
    or from a fine old eye the unconquered flame
    this is not vanity.
    Here error is all in the not done,
    all in the diffidence that faltered . . .

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Thanks Evita for taking time to share that with me!

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  • gilbert says:

    As an early Zen monk uttered a few words – words that reverberate through centuries of non existent past – “Everything is resolved in the unborn mind”. He is reported as saying the unborn Buddha mind – I prefer to drop that word because it has too many associative thoughts attached for so many just like the word God. However, the word Buddha simply means ‘awake’.
    And with regard to the immaculate re-discovery of one’s true nature he says….”Why exchange it for thought?”.
    It isn’t about not thinking or not having any thoughts……..it is pointing at the living space which embraces all words and objects without losing or gaining anything – untouched.
    These words ‘I am writing’ are appearing quite spontaneously here and not one of them gets stuck anywhere as they emerge from emptiness.
    Nothing is held onto – so the RIVER flows without hindrance or attachment. Words flow like water.
    All I can do is ‘point’ from this clear and empty space – to that clear and empty space where you appear to be – yet they are One.
    So, I am pointing at what you truly ARE – but only you can KNOW what you are not. I can tell you ‘what you are’ in one short sentence and the words may fall past your awareness – a glimpse may happen or not.
    Where are you SEEING from? Isn’t there a clear and empty space right there?
    There is no boundary to that space-like awareness.
    This profundity ‘contains’ all answers – yet no one takes any notice.
    They ‘prefer’ to chase butterflies in their minds.
    All theories and explanations are of no use…..to what you truly are.
    Theories and memories are only seemingly useful to the ‘journeyman’.
    In returning to the core of your being – in discarding what you are not – it is clear and obvious that everything simply ‘appears’ in THIS presence-awareness.
    EVERYTHING – including ‘time’ and ‘space’.
    What value can a memory have regarding what I truly am?
    What value can an imaginary future have regarding what I truly am?
    In this clear space of naked awareness there is no need to describe ‘what I am’ – there is no need of any memory – there is no need to imagine tomorrow.
    What I am is not a thought.
    What I am is not a memory.
    What I am is not in time.
    What I am is not in mind.
    What I am is untouched and untouchable.
    What I am is containing everything and yet the container has no shape or form.
    I AM INDESCRIBABLE.
    (of course to speak like this can appear to be the ramblings of a madman – and I apologize to those who feel such things – life is a mirror)

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  • Ralph says:

    “What value can a memory have regarding what I truly am?”

    Well, perhaps that ‘memory’ is what is obscuring what you truly are. This is why an investigation and not a denial is necessary to see why the ‘stuckness’ is still present and running your so-called life.

    By the way, thanks Ron for posting that short article by Ken Wilbur, I enjoyed reading it. He does seem to solve the paradox by agreeing with both sides.

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  • nathan says:

    45 billion light years and 100 billion galaxies…we find space

    these hands typing…the car over there…the island barely visible on the horizon…i find they all happen in this space

    the distance between atoms, particles…more space in between and around…

    “Infinitely large and infinitely small: no difference.”

    all of this space…and all of this ‘stuff’…appears in you

    everything and nothing…both and neither…you are all of it none of it and beyond it all…’nothing lacking nothing in excess’….’effort’ happening effortlessly!!

    ha! how fucking wonderful is that…

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  • audrey says:

    Hi Nathan

    in the words of that lyrical and wild Irishman Van Morrison….’its non attachment, thats what it is’, enjoyed your description.

    Hi Ralph

    there is no end to why..the mind is falling down on the job if it doesn’t come up with an explanation or a solution, its humiliating,,be humiliated. A.

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  • nathan says:

    The ant’s a centaur in his dragon world.
    Pull down thy vanity, it is not man
    Made courage, or made order, or made grace,
    Pull down thy vanity, I say pull down.

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  • gilbert says:

    NOTE: There is a notice on my website regarding an offer of selected programs from the UGC to
    University Radio Stations and Community Stations (anywhere).

    There is no one to be proud and no one to be humble or humiliated.
    Isn’t this the obvious ‘thing’ to discover?
    The one who pulls down vanity is vain.
    Have no truck with it and it will shrivel up and die.
    These ‘things’ only seemingly exist because we give them energy through belief.
    Cut the belief off and SEE what happens to them.
    This experiencing of the disappearance of all fixations is priceless.
    Naked unadorned presence awareness is in need of nothing.
    It is what everyone is looking for and they look for it in the content of the mind.
    The ‘Me’ cannot see or know anything.
    So it is all about being misled by belief in something that is not real.
    What you are is reality – but not the ‘you’ of belief, which is just a story.
    The immediacy is what ‘I am’.
    This immediacy is prior to everything that the mind presents to awareness.
    All the mind is is a response to impressions – mechanical and habitual.
    When did you ever have an original thought?
    Awareness does not need thought.
    The concept of what awareness is is nothing but a concept.
    What is aware?
    If it is not what you are, then what?

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  • abbocarnu says:

    Wow, there appear to be Sooo many teachers here.
    A funeral of crows appears to flock to Emily side and Ralph,
    once again appears to put his head on the chopping block… metafiveically speaking.

    No Original thoughts, but I love when Nathan says fuck.

    Thought needs Awareness to even appear.

    Its all already happening and we have no idea what our very next thought is going to be, but I think it may arise out of this space right here…. just….. Maybe:)

    I Love this Cafe ?

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  • Emily Lopez says:

    Gilbert,

    “Awareness does not need thought.”

    I always thought ..that we think something then we do it. So thinking has nothing to do with what is done in this body everyday? Does that mean we are just like trees and animals except we have evolved to the point where we think and reason? Would this “awareness” that I am be able to be aware of ITSELF if there was no thinking?

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  • nathan says:

    “the one who pulls down vanity is vain”

    quite right

    moving away from one ‘quality’ to it’s opposite is always a movement in duality

    who is the one who cultivates virtue?…any ‘efforting’ feeds the illusion of ‘me’ who can ‘change’ from one ‘quality’ to it’s opposite

    there is no trying…there is no becoming…there is only SEEING…awareness…

    in that SEEING action is not ‘effort’…it is beING in harmony with Wu Wei

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  • gilbert says:

    Thought and action are just different aspects of the expression. An Earth Quake ‘starts’ with a small rumble. An action may ‘appear’ to be preceded by a subtle thought or movement – it is all vibration – it is all the expression of the ONE Essence (As Bob calls it). One thought may appear to be connected to an action and another thought may appear to be divorced from actions.
    There is no separation – there is no duality in non duality.
    Non Duality is radically confronting to the mind of habitual beliefs. The core beliefs will be shaken and they will appear to fall away. The investment in ‘the story of ‘me’ will be threatened – so precede with caution if ‘you’ are not deadly earnest about being free. The bondage may tighten up before it is cut free.
    There is no ‘evolution’ because that needs time and time is a concept – so evolution is a concept. Our brain could be said to be a pattern recognizing computer. ‘We’ recognize repeating patterns (duration-time) in the mind – mind IS time.
    The subtle ‘thing’ we always seem to miss is the absolutely motionless-unchanging ‘place’ of cognition. ‘We’ are identified with the body and the mind content.
    Awareness is not aware of awareness, as some ‘clever gurus’ tell ‘us’. Their insistence that you need to be aware of awareness is an insipid and insidious concept – just another mind trap – one that THEY have not freed themselves from – they wallow in their own imaginary specialness – which is just another concept.

    Awareness is simply awareness. Awareness is NO THING. Every thing is actually no thing in essence. In taking yourself to be a ‘thing’, a somebody, automatically introduces ‘other things’. It is actually all ONE Thing or NO THING.
    Because ‘we’ insist on being someone, that fixation introduces the ten thousand things.
    Multiplicity is ‘created’ by mind. In the actuality of pure seeing there is only one seeing and objects only ‘seem to be’ because of naming them. If you cease to discriminate and name ‘things’ can you truly say that there is any separation anywhere?
    As Siddharameshwar points out: “Duality is due to the ‘seer’ and the ‘seen”.
    The ‘seer’ is the thought ‘I see’ – a story, a description.
    The mind is time – and dualistic.
    Awareness is Non Dual. This is a profound pointer – timelessly true.
    There is no separate ‘I’ or ‘me’.
    Clear understanding will never reveal itself so long as the belief in separation continues.
    So investigate this ‘me’.
    It may appear as the most undesirable ‘direction’ to go in – but it is the only ‘way home’ back to the natural state and ease of being – which we never ever left – ‘we’ just believe we left it. It is all here now – it is simply ignored. Stop ignoring it and recognize that there is no coming or going.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    “…the living space which embraces all words and objects without losing or gaining anything – untouched.” Gilbert’s words.

    Yet the living space IS the words and the objects…they are inseparable.

    What is this living space? Livingness!

    Undeniable. It is that in which everything appears.

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  • Bob Seal says:

    Emily Lopez on 01.28.09 5:29 am
    “Awareness does not need thought.”

    Emily,
    If I can point you to a cartoon on awareness that might be useful.
    follow this link: http://advaitatoons.blogspot.com/

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  • suki says:

    In the immediate “SEEING” and “KNOWING” it is clear and obvious that all pointers
    and descriptions fall short of the “TARGET”!

    For the “TARGET” is “YOU” and beyond all range and definition! Infinitely elusive.

    The arrow (YOU) cannot shoot and hit it self (ARROW)!

    None the less target practice will continue until the truth and re-cognition of the obvious becomes immediate and self evident:)

    Warmest rgds,
    suki

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  • gilbert says:

    There is no ‘becoming’ to what is always ‘immediate and self-evident’.
    It already IS timelessly immediate and self-evident. There never was a time when it was not so.
    What is it that stops this from being clearly re-cognized?
    Isn’t it belief in thoughts and old ideas? Even if thoughts and ideas are arising, they need not obscure this immediacy, this self-evident immaculate clarity of being.
    You are not the MASK – you are not the ‘interface’ between the essence of what you truly are and the world of appearances. The ‘persona’ is not what you are.
    The target is a mind projection – how can you dream of ever striking it? For one it has no substance and secondly it is your own projection.
    ‘People’ go in search of themselves and they look ‘out there’ – they exhaust themselves in a quest that is totally useless. Encouraged by pretentious gurus and teachers, they wander around is a self-induced daze of delusion. Re-trace your ‘steps’ – come home to right here, right now.
    Give up the target practice – give up all practices and all methods and recognize you are THAT which is beyond the reach of any arrow or any concept.
    Another way of putting it is: You are the bowman, the bow, the arrow – and the target is nowhere to be seen. All arrows fly away from it.
    All concepts appear in this non-conceptual awareness.

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  • milton says:

    While functioning on the relative plane, how would giving up the target practice not be just another method? Until established in the Absolute, everything we “do” or “don’t do” would seem to be a method. Even Nisargadatta seemed to use a method, i.e., having faith in the words of his guru, discrimination (neti,neti) and staying at the Source, “I am.” Although apparently we can’t reach the Absolute through relative methods (seeking), and IT is readily available within and around us (we are IT), something seems to have to happen for us to transcend the relative (a sadhana of sorts), whether it be by “grace,” insight, dropping the mind/body, or simply realizing that we are not the mind/body. How does the “recognition you are THAT” come about? Does it occur spontaneously, without regard for our efforts, seeking, faith, etc.? Can we help this recognition along? I hope so, but don’t know the answer to this.

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  • gilbert says:

    The recognition arises in this immediacy because it is already cognized.
    There is no one functioning on a relative plane. Where did that concept come from?
    Did you ‘think’ it up all by yourself?
    No, it has been heard and believed in – added to the belief system and used to explain a ‘reason’ why I have not reached the absolute or whatever I believe I am missing out on.
    To project a realm of the Absolute is nothing but a concept.
    Many concepts can be useful in de-constructing the belief system but the usefulness of the concept is limited – once it has done its job, it is no longer needed.
    Because ‘we’ take ourselves to be a limited creature, ‘we create’ an obstacle for ourselves.
    The energy of belief ‘gives’ the imagined limited ‘form’ a seeming substance and ‘we’ believe that we are that form.
    Having faith in his gurus words was not a method – the faith arose naturally. It does not need to be worked at. Being what you are is effortless – it is not a method.
    The illusion of methods is that they are time bound activities – and they never work.
    Neti neti is not a method. The negation of belief is instantly ‘achieved’. “I am not this”.
    It is a recognition. You don’t ‘work’ at it in ‘time’.
    What I am is already transcendent to what I may believe I am – which is simply a bunch of thoughts.
    What I am is this shining intelligence that can be called the light of knowing.
    Everything appears by this light.
    As apparent duration the patterns of the appearance appear to unfold.
    But I am are not in the patterns – I am are not in the body. I am not this ‘me’.
    All these ‘things’ appear in what I AM.
    Now simply pay a little attention. Watch what the mind comes up with in regard to this ‘pointing’. Whatever the mind translates this information into can only be from ‘the past’, learned words and associative thought patterns.
    Now, is the KNOWING altered or changed by any of these appearances?
    What am I if not this knowing presence?
    Does not this knowing presence embrace the body and all its sensations?
    Does it not embrace whatever appears in the mind?
    Expand it and see…SEE….that this knowing embraces the most distant galaxy, without a fraction of a seconds duration.
    Space and time appear in this knowing and without naming them and without engaging the mind in a story about space and time – isn’t everything clear and obvious? Just as it is.
    Questions like “Does it occur spontaneously?” lose all their meaning.
    There is ONLY now.
    However the mind is TIME and it will not be silent unless the KNOWING is including it – consciously and immediately.
    The mind (seemingly) divides THAT which can never be divided.
    Contemplate these ‘things’ and everything will unfold naturally – but the believed in ‘me’ will lose its hold. Naked awareness may seem to be threatening – this false threat will dissipate naturally so long as you do not grasp for the past. If you grasp for the past it will drag you back into mind and time.

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  • suki says:

    The presence that one is can’t and does need to be translated. Only arising content
    based on the past or conceived as arising in the future.

    Immediacy of presence is prior to thought/language. Words will fail.

    Best to be silent! (good luck:)

    Rgds,
    Suki

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  • Dan says:

    Geez…people talk alot….

    Kind of abstract sounding….

    The experience isn’t abstract….why all the abstraction…?

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  • Tj says:

    Nisargadatta: “To go beyond the mind, you must have your mind in perfect order. You cannot leave a mess behind and go beyond. He who seeks Liberation must examine his mind by his own efforts, and once the mind is purified by such introspection Liberation is obtained and appears obvious and natural.”

    Q: “Then why are sadhanas prescribed?”

    Nisargadatta: “Freedom to do what one likes is really bondage, while being free to do what one must, what is right, is real freedom.”

    Q: “How can the absolute be the result of a process?”

    Nisargadatta: “You are right, the relative cannot result in the absolute. But the relative can block the absolute, just as the non-churning of the cream may prevent butter from separating. It is the real that creates the urge; the inner prompts the outer and the outer responds in interest and effort.” “You seem to want instant insight, forgetting that the instant is always preceded by a long preparation. The fruit falls suddenly, but the ripening takes time.”

    “The way to truth lies through the destruction of the false. To destroy the false, you must question your most inveterate beliefs.”

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  • suki says:

    Right, direct experiencing is not abstract but thoughts and communications about
    it are or appear to seem to be that way.
    suki

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  • gilbert says:

    It is all relative. Nothing is truly blocking anything. The pointers can be useful in the ‘process’ of dissolution. In thinking I am separate, it appears that there are obstacles in my way and these need to be removed via some process (time). In the instant of them disappearing, it is obvious that they did not have any substance except what ‘the belief’ in them, seemingly gave to them. Belief is time – What is is timeless. You ARE – you KNOW you are – what belief is necessary for that?
    ‘People’ love to believe they are progressing and they love the concept (story in time) of being ‘on a Path’. Naked awareness has no time, past, present, future – all there is is now.

    P.S. Don’t be so abstract Dan – give it your best shot – tell it like it is – let it all out in 25 words or less.

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  • suki says:

    There is no path to get where you “ARE”! Equally no path to get away from what
    you “ARE”!

    There is only the “HERE”and”NOW”!

    All manner of phenomena and appearances arise in the “EVER PRESENT TIMELESS
    IMMOVABLE NOW”!

    suki

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  • Ralph says:

    Hi Tj,
    Nice to see that quote from Nisargadatta reappear again on this site .
    Most overlook the importance of what is truly being said.

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  • suki says:

    Ralph,
    “Most overlook the importance of what is truly being said.” Possibly?

    More importantly, most overlook at what is truly being pointed at?! (myself not being
    excluded)

    This is ultimately where words fail! Because what is pointed to is………hmmm, for a
    lack of f***** words! all meaning and i mean everything just dissolves into the
    “OCEANIC IMMACULATE PURE CLARITY” that you “ARE”!!!

    warmest rgds,
    suki

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  • Ralph says:

    Hi Suki,

    Sorry, let me rephrase:

    “Most overlook the importance of what is truly being said.”

    AND

    “Most overlook at what is truly being pointed at.”

    There, all is included and nothing is excluded but something tells me that you still are not happy because I am using ‘words’ and words fail.
    Oh well , it is what it is.

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    Who’s worried about being happy? The character imagined to be happy, depressed, getting this, or not getting this–is not who you are. To some, this may sound like escapism or resignation to a “blah”, unfeeling existence; but nothing could be further from the truth (no pun intended). No kidding–There really is no independent you who could be happy, yet the aliveness & experiencing is undeniable. There’s just this, wide open, full aliveness with no reference point where you can say “this is me” and then proceed to hang defining moods upon. The full stop comes in seeing that nothing can get behind the knowing–it’s primary. Why fixate on something within the knowing and say “this is me”. Does that make sense? Any thing, any idea, any experience, any thought appears in the knowing. I never “become” an object that contains the knowing. It’s always the knowing that IS and objects appear within the knowing (even the idea of “others” knowing); there’s no becoming. And there’s no object or concept that knows anything. Your co-worker or spouse standing in front of you talking doesn’t know anything. There’s only the one knowing with the appearance of bodies, bodies talking, ideas of “my thoughts”, ideas of “others thoughts”. Really weird huh? But tell me I’m wrong after you’ve looked. You’re stuck as the knowing–congratulations!

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  • milton says:

    What does Nisargadatta mean by “the ripening takes time” and the “instant is always preceded by a long preparation?” Could we correctly say that contemplating the pointers serve to remove the illusory obstacles of ego consciousness as they arise revealing glimpses of “pure naked, awareness” and with a little faith, earnestness, or whatever then “everything will unfold naturally?” Am I getting this right? The Hsing text also speaks of faith: “To live in this faith is the road to non-duality.” What does this mean? Thanks Gilbert and others, the pointers do help with the imagined but oh so real obstacles.

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  • Ralph says:

    Milton, my take on this is those ‘oh so real obstacles’ IS what obscures pure naked awareness in the relative sense. Contemplating the pointers alone will in most cases not remove the illusory obstacles of ego consciousness because the belief in a ‘separate’ you is still there so there is work to be done. In addition to ‘pointers’ , investigation as to why one appears to be ‘stuck ‘ is necessary. Investigate the obstacles and walk through them when they arise is necessary to see that the snake is really just a rope (just thoughts believed).
    In my case, pointers alone was not enough so again I say that in addition to ‘pointers’, an ‘inward searching’ and being ‘earnest’ is most helpful for the clear and obvious to shine through which of course in the absolute sense is always shining but oh those so real obstacles.

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  • milton says:

    Ralph, thanks, that’s helpful

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  • gilbert says:

    A ‘man’ may believe he is in the thick of a forest where the trees are 3 feet apart – he may feel locked in, lost. He may see some extra light in a particular direction (Something may resonate in him – a glimmer of recognition). As he moves through the forest (in time), towards the light, the trees get further apart. More is seen. The trees eventually become sparse and then he reaches the clear open field of vision where nothing obscures his view………walking further he finds himself in a desert, alone.
    In the desert there is very little to identify with – few objects to attach oneself to – no habitual comforts etc.
    At no point throughout his ‘journey’ through the ‘relative unfolding landscape’ is the clarity of vision actually impaired. Our true essence is sometimes called space-like awareness. Nothing actually obscures awareness. Everything registers cleanly, all of it, including what the mind interprets as good and bad.
    The forest and the desert both appear in this space-like awareness.
    Every ‘step’ takes place in the present, the reality of NOW and the concept of ‘time’ is also appearing in the ‘space-like awareness’.
    Realizing one’s true nature does not depend on being out of the forest. One realizes that everything appears in what I am.
    Many obstacles can disappear in an instant – the ‘ghost’ of those believed in patterns may hang around but they are no longer anything of interest.
    It appears that the mind will not be convinced by mere ‘pointing’ or hearsay.
    In the instant of ‘liberation from self’ all obstacles vanish.
    The mind is not the enemy – but it sure helps if it is a friend – a friend does not resist or struggle against you.
    At the core of our being there is a brilliant intelligence and it spreads throughout the being once the doubts and erroneous beliefs are seen through.
    It appears to take time and it will appear to take forever so long as the resistance to what is true is indulged in. It is the ‘me’ that resists. What you truly are, what I truly am, is not resisting – it will help far more efficiently so long as you drop the fixation with being a ‘me’. The story of me draws some comfort from the story about ‘it takes time’ and if you invest in that story, it will take forever. The direct insight is instant and outside of time.

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  • Bill Tys says:

    You know that you are. The mind translates “what is” as “I am”…but you don’t need to say “I am” to know that you are. That natural knowing is who you are.

    There is no you to do anything.

    You are knowing right now. Where is that recognised from? From thoughts? No.

    Knowing is prior to anything arising in the mind.

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  • suki says:

    Yes indeed Gilbert,
    “The direct insight is instant and outside of time” and may I add ‘Ever fresh and pristine’.

    This ‘Knowing’, never accumulates or dissipates.(does not change and is contentless)!

    The ‘Knowing’, does not know that it does not know!

    Yet ‘Knowing’ mysteriously knows!

    Question:What does ‘Knowing’, know?

    ~No answer~

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  • gilbert says:

    Indeed. Yet life goes on exactly the same way it always did – it appears to unfold in time – appearing in the timeless. Responses still arise. For example some sadness arises when I hear that some old friends (associates from the meetings) have been sucked into believing in some visiting ‘guru’ who goes on about being totally honest etc. It is obviously a scam and the ‘guru’ is a ‘guru tripper’. The guru points out the ‘faults’ of the devotees from total honesty – what a load of psychological crap – an endless ‘feast’ upon the emotional life of the unwary. These spiritual parasites pass themselves off as ‘Totally Honest’ while the truth of the matter is that they are pushing a ‘personal barrow’ full of concepts or getting others to push it for them. If I can be so bold and lay it out flat: These creatures are ‘a pest on humanity’ and they belong to Dracula’s mob more than anything ‘Holy’.
    How odd that some of us can hear the direct and clear message many, many times and then when ‘someone special’ comes along playing the guru role, they entice ‘us’ back into the mind trap.
    This sadness I speak of has already gone. Fleeting responses. Who cares?
    In truly hearing a cutting ‘pointer’ there is an instant recognition – it is not in the mind. The ‘meaning’ is put into action and the ‘me’ dissolves within the SEEING-KNOWING.
    Once this has happened, it can never be forgotten and one can NEVER believe the bullshit of a guru or anyone at all, ever again.
    What is the point of pretending that ‘I got it’? To fool oneself is the paramount realm of an idiot.

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  • nathan says:

    to milton…

    i think the ‘faith’ that is mentioned in the hsin-hsin ming is not the faith that is nowadays more commonly associated with belief or hope…the two most extremely overvalued and under-examined words in our lexicon!

    ‘faith’ is just your being/knowing/seeing…it is the mind at rest…no thought, no belief …NOTHING at all is required to be…it is the ending of ALL worries and the ending of ALL entanglements with the past… i.e. “ME”!

    the unfoldment that appears to happen is reliant upon the continuity of thought/time…it’s a story…a story that is seen by WHOM?

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    What a blessing to be involved with this group! Very few will ever listen to someone with (what some may believe is) a ridiculous name like “Sailor Bob” and even fewer will look into what he talks about. It’s remarkable that this Sailor Bob guy ever got “my” attention. Who I am has always been the case. The prospect of believing in being a spiritual person who can lose or attain something doesn’t even compute anymore. The knowing is so obvious. Some of the pointers on these pages are red hot. Ironically, I would say most know what is being pointed at–but the belief in the separate me keeps the knowing as a belief in something to attain or improve upon. I’ve also thought that this whole non-duality stuff could be kind of “cult-ish” especially after seeing someone like Areti (on uTube and MP3s) progress from being a person vigorously defending her beliefs to somebody quietly repeating the mantras Sailor Bob dishes out. One huge point though–none of this stuff has anything to do with beliefs. No snake charming here. You look at what is being pointed at and see that it is undeniable for yourself. Nothing further to do, nothing to improve upon, your true nature is always wondrously open, present, and aware. No guru to pull you away into dreamland and the enticement of finding yourself in appearances and higher states (which are also appearances in what you are). Thank you Bob, Big John, and Gilbert. I will see all of you eventually I hope in my travels the next couple of years to say “hello”.

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  • abbocarnu says:

    belief in the separate me keeps the knowing as a belief ~

    So, the “belief” (a movement of energy, a sensation, an appearance)
    Keeps (a verb, movement of energy, a sensation, an appearance)
    The Knowing ( )
    As a Belief…………………………………………………………………………………………?

    Care to elaborate, Kimo>?

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    The irony is that the knowing IS, and everyone knows this ISNESS innately but the questions about it continue to be expressed even though that BEING is the most obvious “thing” there is.
    The belief in the person does not bind the Awareness at all or keep it from doing anything–however that belief in being a person maintains the mindset that Awareness is something “I can develop” or something “I can acquire” to become more special or so I can finally “get this stuff”. There’s no person there to claim anything. Seeming clarity, belief in being a person, getting it, not getting it, all appear in the knowing. Stop refusing to be what you ARE. The Knowing is not a goal for You to reach. The Knowing already IS and the you and everything else is simply an idea or appearance.

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  • milton says:

    So if I get this right, the multifarious, entangling obstacles are not to be despaired about, resisted, or fought; there is space to navigate around them, no need to be in the desert to be free of them, they lose their power when deprived of belief. Being in forest is ok, doesn’t really matter. And faith is trust that the present awareness is just what it is and it is all that is needed; no need to make it into something else, or go searching for something else, no need to leave home, it’s all right here. And the keystone to the delusional edifice is the belief in a separate me, let that go, and the whole thing collapses, no need to sort through all the rest of the ego stuff. What a relief!

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    There’s nobody there to “let go” or to “stop resisting” and “have trust”.
    What you are is already fully present and needs no enhancements or special techniques to maintain. The idea of being a body or being a person is just one of 10,000 appearances in what you already are. What is the purpose of fighting an ego or trying to let it go? There is Awareness in which all things and ideas seemingly appear. Why do I want to pick one of those 10,000 things within what I am and call that “Me”? Even if I did pick one of those things and call it me, I can test it out. What part of that thing is Me? Where am I centered and reside in that thing I call Me? When that test is performed, we find that the “Me” that I thought I was was only a Belief. In the meantime, the undeniable Awareness continues to shine; illuminating that object or concept that you thought you were, illuminating the thought process in conducting the litmus test, and illuminating the thought “ah-ha this isn’t what I am–I must be this Awareness because nothing I appear to be aware of is the Awareness That I Am”.

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  • gilbert says:

    Any belief can only seemingly have any substance IF the energy of belief goes into it.
    So, this ‘me’ that seemingly has so many problems is only a pattern appearing, believed in and as soon as the light is shone upon it, it must lose its ‘ability’ to fixate the consciousness. This ordinary awareness is all that is necessary. Once the ‘me’ is being examined the energy of belief ceases to give it apparent substance – the energy stays with the naked seeing. That naked seeing may form into a ‘witness’ – which is just another concept – and if that ‘witness’ is not added to, is not embroidered by the mind – then it dissolves into the seeing. Everything is contained in the seeing. Everything IS the Seeing. There is no separation. The ‘me’ is based on a concept of being separate.
    It is habitual but it cannot remain if it is investigated. It is not the ‘person’ that investigates. The essential core of ‘the investigation’ is SEEING.

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  • Tj says:

    So i as a “me” can’t investigate but have to hope, wait for this infinite consciousness that I Am to ‘do it’. Great….I’m waiting for the light to shine

    Was watching this guy, Rick Linchitz, talk about it. At 7 minutes he says, “The bad news is that there’s nothing you can do to make it happen” “The good news is there’s nothing you have to do to make it happen” He then goes on to say “It will happen if it’s supposed to happen and won’t happen if not”

    Search for him on – here-now-tv.com

    still waiting
    tj

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  • Sully says:

    Why are you waiting for what you all ready are? How can the fish in the ocean be thirsty?

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  • Ralph says:

    Don’t wait, roll up your sleeves and find out !

    - Seek and you shall find

    Remember what Nisargadatta said : “You seem to want instant insight, forgetting that the instant is always preceded by a long preparation. The fruit falls suddenly, but the ripening takes time.”

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  • gilbert says:

    There is no ‘I as a me’. What kind of mind gymnastics is that? This clear naked awareness does not need a name (I or me) – it is immaculately clear and obvious.
    The mind games that these Satsang teachers play is very transparent. How so many get sucked in by bullshit is quite remarkable.
    They say that Satsang means ‘A meeting in truth’ – then they start to bullshit in their opening statements. It is all dualistic nonsense and quite frankly I think it is time to put a stop to these self-indulgent egoists. (Watch the response in the mind) What is true cannot be challenged by words – what is false is shaken to the core by any challenge to its erroneous foundations.
    Despite what these self-indulgent ‘teachers’ say – There is nothing to teach. Those who make a fuss about the teaching are selling something.
    On this point I say this: The introduction to your own true nature can be as brief as a few minutes.
    The seed is planted – it will come to fruition naturally. All you need do is attend to it with care – respect.

    As for these Dualistic Teachers, if you drop the belief in the concept of ‘time’ the bullshit these chaps go on about it extremely obvious.
    But of course they will tell you that you can’t drop it – and you may agree or tell yourself you ‘can’ but then never actually do it. Then punish yourself in the mind with a story about your unworthiness or some story about how you are enlightened and no one will acknowledge it, especially your teacher. Can you SEE what a trap it is and how tempting it is for a ‘teacher’ to misuse such circumstances. Young women end up in the Gurus bed and wealthy seekers end up broke. It is an endless roundabout of mind games and then they call it satsang and they walk in and out of the room with an air of a ‘holier than thou’ atmospherics dripping from their silk robes. How is it this obscene drama of ‘Being Separate’ is not seen for what it is? What is it that obscures the clear SEEING? It is belief in ‘things’ that are not – belief in appearances. What IS is always clearly obvious. This is not about attaining some ‘state of being’ – It is about SEEING that you are prior to all states.
    ‘What is’ is not a state, it registers ever prior to the minds translation of ‘what is’. In our ignorance, ‘we’ take the mind translation as being REALITY.
    “Wakey-wakey”, as they say. The ‘doer’ is a concept yet ‘doing’ is happening. The intelligence is ‘doing it all’.
    THIS instant, right now, is totally unencumbered non-conceptual intelligence – the brilliant ease of being – the first and ONLY instant – prior to the senses, prior to the mind content.
    Only because you insist on being in the mind amongst the content of mind, as a ‘someone’ is this brilliance SEEMINGLY obscured. That believed in ‘You’ can sit in satsang for fifty years, and in the basic nature of ‘things’ nothing will change – any state seemingly acquired will dissipate naturally.

    You may have all kinds of wonderful experiences but they all disappear – and ‘we’ become a slave to our own memory of ‘what was’ and so we miss the ‘what is’ again and again – and we call it satsang. ‘People’ get offended and defend their offended-ness, instead of cutting to the core and SEEING what is true. The true essence of what ‘I am’ can never be offended. All offense is happening in the mind as ‘a story of me’. It will never leave you alone until you SEE it for what it is.
    The only way out of the mind is FULL STOP. (We call the dot at the end of a sentence – a ‘full stop’).
    Advaita means “One without a second” – and Vendanta means “The end of the Vedas – The end of the song”. When the story (song) of your personal life is over the clarity of One without a second is Obvious – it is obvious NOW. Why not SEE it NOW.
    There are VERY FEW so-called ‘teachers’ that are pointing clearly and directly. Almost ALL of the popular teachers are perpetuating bullshit.
    The Urban Guru Cafe may build a guillotine for ‘beheading’ these ‘pests’ one by one – in that ‘famous future’ that never comes.
    But to return to the core issue:
    All I can do is ‘point’ at the essence of what you are – you must recognize it – there is no teaching – nothing to learn.
    There is no waiting to SEE. Seeing is happening. SEE what it is that seemingly prevents the clear cognition from happening. Going in this direction reveals that pure cognition is already happening and nothing is actually obscuring this wakefulness. It is not as difficult as you imagine it is.
    What is true in uncompromising.

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  • Dede Amescua says:

    You say full stop is the only way out of the mind. Can you give me directions as to how I can do this. Gratefully, Dede

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  • Sara says:

    Gilbert,

    Do you know anything about Ramesh Balsekar & Papajii?

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  • gilbert says:

    This ancient text that is partially presented in this program has been mostly ignored by the traditional teachers of Buddhism. Why? Because it leaves the popular teachings of time and process in tatters. It cuts to the core and reveals too much. So it is sidelined.
    In the Christian tradition the Non Dual text called The Gospel of St. Thomas was removed from the Bible (the New Testament) for the same ‘reason’.
    Oddly enough some so-called ‘non duality teachers’ attempt to use the text as some sort of personal enhancement, to show how enlightened they are. The text is totally impersonal. It is a beautiful document which on its own can introduce the reader to their true essence.
    The true beauty of the text opens up with the understanding. If it remains as a paradoxical document, the true meaning is missed. The same applies to the writings of Lao Tzu and Chang Tzu. The beauty of it is in the KNOWING of the meaning and that is not in the mind. The paradox is resolved in the mind and the light of knowing shines through the dualistic nature of language – in ‘both’ directions. One may feel extremely ‘close’ to the author – even though centuries may have appeared to have passed by.
    It is a mystery for the mind and will remain as a mystery so long as ‘we’ think we are approaching ‘it’ from a reference point in mind (me).
    As Bob says: “Start from the fact that you are THAT”. Then what is being pointed out is clear.

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  • gilbert says:

    Pausing a thought is easy. Don’t get drawn into the mind game about ‘who’ is going to pause a thought. What you truly are is the potentiality. Pause a thought. SEE that you do not disappear without a thought to support you. It is the idea of ‘me’ that needs constant support. It, the idea of me, may nudge its way back in but that ‘moment’ of SEEING without a thought is truly significant. SEE that when the mind returns it must be appearing ON that which was there prior to the thought. The wordless ‘I am’ is there prior to the words ‘I am’. The word is not the thing it refers to. The word ‘apple’ cannot be the essence of the apple. You cannot drink the word ‘water’. etc.

    Let me say up front that it isn’t about the messenger – he or she appears simply to deliver the message. As John Wheeler points out in his programs somewhere, it is better to look at what is being said, see if it is true, rather than who said it. Basically follow what resonates clearly.
    However, ‘humans’ melt down their gold to make an idol, just to comfort themselves, to stave off the unbearable nakedness of unattached conscious presence.
    I have met Ramesh. I did not meet Papaji. They both have obviously had their moments of clarity.
    Those who indulge in collecting seekers are not telling things straight. The fragments of the ‘me’ when faced with admiration and devotion well up and become a monster of the most insidious kind.
    Putting that aside – the messenger can appear as anyone or anything. Once the message is delivered then the messenger is given a silver coin and ‘sent away’.
    When the messenger is worshiped, then all manner of distortion arises and ‘seekers’ remain in bondage for decades and life times. Oddly enough the bound up ones will defend their guru to the death. How absurd.
    As for Ramesh, I did feel something of Nisargadatta was still hanging around him.
    However, since then, I have heard that he admits to having to re-examine Nisargadatta’s teaching in recent years – and he decided that Maharaj was WRONG. So he re-made his own teaching. You have to admire his blatant gall. He makes a very good living from it all. There are always thousands ready to wallow in a gurus ‘darshan’ – whatever that is.
    Frankly speaking, I found him to be a loving being – but the message is loaded with all kinds of concepts that are extremely and clearly obvious to me to be erroneous.
    Be that as it may, he attracts many from across the Globe and as I mentioned earlier – the message can come from anywhere – even from the most obscene representative of what we call ‘guru’. I am not referring to Ramesh there.
    One of his disciples is parading himself as an enlightened being. That is absurd and the fact that Ramesh has not dealt with that crap, is significant.
    There are NO enlightened beings, except in your own imagination.
    One without a second – there is no duality in non duality.
    No teacher, no teaching, no pupil and NO separation.
    The glorified guru is just a distortion of the concept of separation – a glaringly obvious one – yet so few recognize it. How strange.
    I don’t know if you get a glimpse of what is being pointed out – but this radical ‘pointing’ is uncompromising and nothing will be spared not even the one ‘pointing’.

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    There is no separate independent entity anywhere. We work on getting rid of the I and work on seeing we are not the person–but there is no person anywhere; not just no person where you thought the character of you was- no person anywhere! Respect for mankind arises even though there is no independent being anywhere. Gratitude for Bob arises even though the appearance of Bob depends totally on what you are / what I AM. Everything is of the same Source. This whole production is about you. You reign over the All as the Awareness in which all things appear. The pointers given are simply you communicating with yourself.

    Here’s some fun stuff to consider (but please skip this paragraph if you are a journeyman and don’t want to be confused by dualist rhetoric): You aren’t trying to get rid of your personal identity. You’re actually trying hard to hold onto it (Yes you are; don’t deny it). You don’t have to try to be what you are, you only have to try to be what you are not–and you’re trying really really hard right now to be a person. Trying to get rid of the identity is the best way you can hold onto it, and that’s what you’re doing as a defense mechanism after seeing the cracks in your personal story. This is actually good news in a warped sort of way–because all this gyration over whether you’re a person or not shows that you as the Absolute aren’t doing a very good job at pretending to be a person. You haven’t hid yourself very well. And now trying to reject the notion of being a person gives it that extra boost of reality in a desperate attempt to keep the idea in intact. But it won’t work. You’re screwed. You’re destined to “become” what you’ve always been. If you’re wondering what that is, see the last few sentences of paragraph one.

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  • suki says:

    The word ‘Guru’, is commonly held to mean dispeller of darkness? (ignorance)
    But I have been informed that it means heaviness in sanskrit?

    He who is heavy with self knowledge! will attract ones’ without self knowledge like
    a large planet attracting smaller celestial bodies to it self.(via gravity)

    No where in the ancient (authentic) texts does it mention that outrageous sums of money or gifts be traded for teaching or pointing to self knowledge!- Nor the hideous
    and totally unscrupulous demands by spineless corrupted teachers over their students!!

    This ‘Knowing Intelligence Awareness’, that you already ‘Are’! Cannot be negotiated or become a transaction with a so called ‘Guru’!

    True authentic pointing is never a negotiation or a transaction with a ‘person’!
    It is totally ‘Impersonal’!

    rgds,suki

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  • gilbert says:

    What is light without darkness? What is darkness without light? They are both aspects of the One. It is easy to be critical and destructive. There is no one ‘doing’ anything in the appearances of ‘things’. As Bob Adamson’s book title says, it is “One Essence expressing and appearing as everything”.
    Let’s not be taken up with some vigilante pattern least ‘we’ obscure our own clear view. Non finders, seekers, will defend their ‘teacher’ even in the face of the most outrageous evidence of mis-conduct. We have all seen it over and over. Then some others are so wounded by their teacher’s actions, they turn away from spirituality altogether. The Catholic Church has survived a massive amount of mis-conduct – but mind you, the attendance numbers have dropped to a trickle in many places.
    Drop it all. It can never bring any clarity of clear seeing.

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  • abbocarnu says:

    Writers write, dreamers dream, actors act, singers sing, lovers love. It is all the same and it is not the same at all.

    Kindred spirits seek out their own kind, drawn like amalgamated quick silver back into the oneness we never leave.

    I listen to the echo of your words and slide through them into my own and I believe this is the way it is supposed to be. We are the muses, the reflection of a creation so magnificent its possibilities are absolutely endless.

    Now I see you. Now I don’t. One eternal game of hide and seek, peeking around corners, wondering — and discovering it is not so different as I might have thought.

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  • gilbert says:

    The differentiation is reflected in the ‘mirror-like awareness’ and the mind plays with the reflections – since reflections is all it has. Awareness itself in undifferentiated – Non Dual – self-shining – self-aware. It does not need the mind of memory and words.
    Analogy: In the appearance there is One River flowing – part of the river appears to ‘flow out’ from the source – out into the nether regions ‘creating’ the manifestation out of the pulsations – vibrations.
    The ‘other side’ of the river flows back to the source. This double flow is like the breath, in and out.
    The Pulse of the One.
    If you ride the waves of the mind, they will take you to the outer darkness and an enhanced sense of separation.
    If you ride waves of ‘the flow back’, it will return you to the source.
    Both these currents and the ‘journey’ within them are illusion.
    What you are can enter into the space between two heart beats, pass through the finests web and touch a distant star without ever moving from its unshakable ground of being.
    Find that which is motionless – unchanging in yourself and you will find your own true nature – indescribable – yet undeniable.
    In recognizing this unchanging nature there will appear a formless ‘impartial witness’.
    Do not engage the mind of habit with this witness or a story will start up and the open view will vanish.
    Left alone this witness will dissolve back where it came from – because it is only a thought.
    When you are not attached to any ‘thing’, what remains is what you truly are – this will never ever be reduced to a description.
    It is nothing other than ‘this immediate experiencing’ – always present throughout all the states of waking, sleeping, dreaming.
    It is not a state. States come and go. It is time-less and space-less.
    The one who tries to grasp it vanishes into self-realization.
    It is most obviously present in the relaxed state of not thinking, not seeking.
    This relaxation cannot be achieved by a ‘someone’ or by any ‘doing’.
    Out of this ever-present absolute relaxation the whole universe appears. It is your own true nature. The ‘me’ has no incling of it and the dualistic mind does not know of it at all – only when the mind is truly empty is this knowing unencumbered by the disturbances of the restless mind. You are not the mind – you are not the body. Relax and BE what you ARE.

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  • Pricilla says:

    Seen we are all putting forth opinions, I think Ramesh is probably the clearest teacher available.
    The difference between the two of you is that he probably would not have any need to put you down in any way.

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  • Dan says:

    Dede -

    For what it’s worth, I’ve found that there need not be a full stop of the mind to realize your true nature. There need only be a recognition that your are not your thoughts. This may take place over time as it’s counteract some very old ways of functioning, but it’s the recognition that the thoughts think themselves. You could simply say “what is my next thought?” and watch them come. You don’t have to believe that they are really “yours” or are really dictating reality. They are suggestions, simulations about reality, that is all.

    Does that help?

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  • The intelligence that is obvious, manifested as this world and that organism, the “body-mind” – is not split up – not two separate “things” – the intelligence/emptiness IS the form. That intelligence, knowing itself, is called consciousness or awareness. Only you call it “my life”.

    Right now Life is looking at itself – in this there are patterns called “thought” which claim individuality of this organism, doership or individual sentience of this “life”. This “thought”, this intellect, is not YOU. What you are SEES this movement of thought, the intellect, as Ramesh calls it – the “thinking mind”… this intellect is an appearance. Yet it’s identified with as ME.

    Pure consciousness or intelligence is the nondual reality – the appearance and the knowing of the appearance are not-two – it is only the intellect which says “I am seeing the world.” This split isn’t real, it’s an assumption of the intellect. This is blindingly obvious yet constantly overlooked as unimportant.

    The ocean is waving yet the waves are only ever ocean. This intelligence is spinning planets in perfect order, functioning that body-mind organism, causing the plant to lean to face the Sun… The appearance is not other than this intelligence, manifesting itself TO itself, Life looking at itself.

    We attribute this obvious intelligence to some superior and separate “Being” – that omnipotence, omnipresence, and omniscience is not somewhere OUTSIDE OF the universe – it IS the universe itself, which includes that “body-mind.” Just a “speck of dust” among a million billion – insignificant, a vast lack of importance – yet for this intellect that’s just not acceptable – to be insignificant…. so therefore the search for Enlightenment AS as “special” state.

    What you are is that intelligence, that trinity of being/knowing/bliss, that “substance” which is not split up into a seer and the seen.

    How to know this? Just look – whatever is happening NOW is it. Whatever the content of this moment is, that’s it. There are no “special” experiences, no “special” significant actions necessary – There is nowhere else to look. There is nothing else to learn. There is nothing to GET. The looking and the seen are THAT – that assumed separate God is only a concept – God is seeing Himself right now AS this and that, AS the seer and the seen. There is no “special” enlightenment experience – ALL experience IS THAT – ALL experience is PURE – pure experiencING – no seer or seen.

    That is what you are. Pure power, the Universe itself, aware of itself, seemingly through an “individual” perspective, through “mind”, which is like a prism, breaking up the light of consciousness into “this and that”, into a “seer and seen”, into subject/object… yet the light is never actually broken up.

    As Gilbert says – the SEEING is all. All is contained IN the seeing. That SEEING is consciousness, Life seeing itself, the intelligence that IS the world, aware of itself.

    Where can you look and not SEE? Who is DOING the seeing? What is being objectified? These are all mental distinctions only. Full stop means STOP – right here and now – nothing is needed. Either there is a false assumption or there isn’t. Either way, it is absolutely irrelevant. Consciousness doesn’t need to find itself to BE itself.

    Therefore it’s said – you are already what you seek – full stop.

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  • Georgew says:

    Pricilla writes:

    “Seen we are all putting forth opinions, I think Ramesh is probably the clearest teacher available.
    The difference between the two of you is that he probably would not have any need to put you down in any way”

    From listening to Ramesh and Gilbert the real difference is Ramesh ( a very dear man) speaks of God and even writes him a beautiful letter thanking him – where as in Gilbert’s message seems to be no god and only one “essence appearing as everything”, which to me means non-duality. It’s not about the man but the message….full stop!

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  • gilbert says:

    Whatever resonates with you – follow that. It isn’t about the messenger. The true essence cannot be put down. The mask can be taken off at any ‘time’. Believing in the mask, one takes things personally. It is very simple.

    Thoughts are seen from ‘space-like awareness’ and so thoughts need not stop – however for many the stop provides a cleaer view.
    This ‘space’ is between each thought, surrounding each thought and penetrating each thought. There is infinitely more space than thought.

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  • howdie says:

    gurus, or any teacher, can be a tricky thing. from anyone: good ones or crappy ones, we might have just one tiny thing to get from them- that is all

    but mind wants more than just the tiny thing, so hangs around- hoping for more, more for me. more more more.

    if it just saw it got what was needed, one could leave the guru or teacher behind fully and move to what comes next, rather than get hooked to them

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  • abbocarnu says:

    It’s strange. We think we want to see Who we are; we think we want to be free.
    But in all of us I perceive a great resistance. This resistance to seeing Who we are is largely due to the fact that seeing we are nothing seems to be the end of the story. If we can quickly go on to perceive that as nothing we are also all things, that it’s a case of trading one little guy for the whole world, then we can see it’s very good business. It’s not losing out. Quite the contrary. But the threat seems to persist. (Face to No-Face, Douglas Harding, edited by David Lang)

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  • howdie says:

    one side says you are nothing
    one side says you are everything

    when you are between them, and ignore each side
    then you are in for quite an interesting ride

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    We see that we are never a thing separate from this Knowing or that which is Aware. The loving person, the angry person, the confused person are not who we are at center. Not because spiritual books or an autority figure tell us this, but because we look and see that we have never separated from this Knowing that I Am.

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  • tammy says:

    i was told to read a book called “collision with the infinite” by susan segal
    has anyone heard of this book?

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  • Dede Amescua says:

    Thanks Dan, That does help. The recognition of thought, or noticing of thought IS the awareness and I can rest in that.
    Until the next thought comes and sweeps me away, and I’m back in the story. But then the recognition of thought again- and awareness is there.
    It seems to keep playing out like that for me.
    I have had this expectation that “realization” has to occur in some some way that there is no getting drawn into the story again, like Eckart Tole or Byron Katie or others that report they just woke up one morning and the mind was suddenly and mysteriously quiet
    I’ve wanted it to be that way for me.
    Dede

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  • gilbert says:

    In the header on our website it says Controversial – so we must keep our promise. Here goes:
    The belief that ‘I have been swept away by thoughts’ is an erroneous belief – a story. It is a mind game and one not worthy of what you truly are.
    The ‘enlightened stories’ of E. Tolle and B. Katie do not help anyone – in fact the stories only engage the mind in imagination and a looking to a future time, for some state that one imagines that these characters had in the past. Both these teachers have masses of unnecessary extraneous concepts and a concept that there is ‘work to do’ for a ‘someone’ who will at some future time be freed from bondage. Crap. There is no one in bondage – and there is no future time – SEE that right NOW and be done with teachers altogether. Most of them talk crap. Just because they are popular does not mean very much – the general public are easily fooled with wondrous stories of enlightenment. Something that they can only imagine about. The mind cannot find peace in the past, present or future because they are all conceptual projection of a restless mind. The only time you can realize your true Nature is NOW. These characters may be ‘oh so lovely beings’ – they are not pointing directly beyond the mind. They simply entertain the idea that you are ‘someone’ who can find freedom through their concepts. Crap – pardon my bluntness.
    I am sure they say a lot of ‘good stuff’ but the fact they they have not tossed out their erroneous concepts based on time is absolutely significant.
    Any teacher does a dis-service by emphasizing ‘what WAS’ – the direct pointing is not to some state that ‘I had one day’ – it is to the stateless pre-sense (presence) that you ARE right NOW. The glorification of ‘ME’ parading as a teacher or guru is a hideous thing.
    What you ARE is no story. It is prior to words and any description.
    It can only be pointed to.
    I have met many devotees of both of these teachers and NOT ONE of them has not truly realized anything – they are still ‘doing the work’ or working with a fictional ‘pain body’ or some such nonsense. Seekers love an Idol and someone to imitate.
    Time to get real. If you cannot discriminate any difference between what is being pointed out here at the UGC and the teachers mention, then you had better take another closer look at what is being point out.
    Note: If you are offended by these words, please don’t bother posting your complaints here. Go to the website of these teachers.

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  • tammy says:

    are you saying none of the things like eckert tolle sitting on a bench and people being drawn to him and getting enlightment didn’t really happen or it happened but these people were duped?

    couldn’t being lead to people like echert or byron katie be a stepping stone to seeing the truth?

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  • gilbert says:

    I am NOT being RUDE – just blunt and direct. Why NOT? Do I need to protect some ‘image’ of ‘you’ or ‘me’?
    There are no enlightened people. Only in your imagination do these enlightened beings ‘appear to be’. And believing in these enlightened beings is an obstacle to the clear view which is immaculately available for you right NOW. Do you not recognize that all you have is stories and beliefs about these ‘people’? Where are they appearing? Is that space-like awareness in which they appear, is that not immaculately clear and empty?
    Why do you need these stories. Everyone you have ever met is an appearance in that awareness – that is what you ARE. Indulging in stories about enlightened gurus and teachers is foolish. It is ALL mind projections from your own mind.
    “Be true to thine own self” is a paradoxical saying. What is true is self-evident – it does not need any stories. I am sure there are many who would have you believe that THEY are enlightened. It is a crap story. The WHOLE manifestation is en-lightened in the SEEING right there, where ‘you’ APPEAR to be.
    One may have various teachers but the only one worth ‘his salt’ is the one who says “What you seek you ALREADY ARE”. Recognize that and all the stories about enlightened gurus and teachers will be revealed for what they are – stories – and stories are all about TIME. What you ARE is timeless.

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  • tammy says:

    i really do want to understand..

    is it like when i have a dream while sleeping that my mind projects (as u say) stories of people and things and upon waking up my mind is still projecting all that i see?
    does the mind project things according to what it has been programmed to see?
    thanks

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  • gilbert says:

    In ‘my journey’ something drove me on – I wanted to understand and nothing would satisfy until it revealed itself. It revealed itself in the very place I was not looking.
    It is, was and will always be ‘What I truly am’. The same equation applies to you or anyone at all. It is not a story – it is the ever present fact of your own being – which cannot be negated.
    The waking state and the dream state are states that appear on or in awareness.
    Awareness is not a state – all states come and go – awareness remains as the ever-present cognizing factor. The mind translates according to the language that has been learned – that translation is never the understanding.
    All words have been learned and they were ‘acquired’ in the so-called ‘past’. So each word is from the ‘dead past’. We place these words on the living present and name ‘things’ and ‘situations’ etc….and we ‘think’ that this is understanding. Understanding is silent and wordless. Words spring up out of it but the words are just fragments of syntax – useful in the ordinary ways of the world. When it comes to understanding your own true nature they are all void of any true meaning – mere appearances.
    You cannot say what you ARE – you can only BE what you are.
    So the mind projects stories upon the world and we erroneously call that ‘seeing’. It is not seeing at all. It is a story.
    SEEING is happening always – before, during and after the stories appear.
    All that is necessary is to SEE the mind, watch the mind and SEE that it is alternating between the pairs of opposites – god – bad – right – wrong, etc.
    What you truly are is the SEEING – the KNOWING.
    There is no ‘seer’ – no ‘knower’ – no ‘hearer’ – no ‘doer’ – no ‘chooser’.
    Choices are made – deeds are done – there is hearing – there is seeing – there is knowing.
    All of it is appearing in the seeing-knowing. You are THAT and nothing but THAT.
    Truly knowing THAT does not include misleading ‘others’ with stories of ‘your attainment’. One knows in an absolute way that there is no ‘personal enlightenment’. Those who say there is such a ‘thing’ are deluded – there are no two ways about it.

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  • Pricilla says:

    The truth of what I am is timeless – but the me that imagines and lives by concepts and stories is time bound.
    I get what they are saying same way as I get what you are saying.

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  • gilbert says:

    There is no one to get anything – there is only being-knowing. Drop the stories of ‘me’ and be. There is no answer in the mind – the mind only divides – creates the illusion of multiplicity. There is no duality in non duality. Full Stop.

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  • howdie says:

    Eckhart is actually rather dangerous when you get to know his full story…why he keeps so much wraps on his past. and i assure you “no one” has enlightened around him, but many have had altered states of consciousness that those people are using to inflate thier egos.
    besides. if he really did awaken, his path was via suffering, depression, hopelessness and total fear- not this being in the now pitch- thus he is selling something that was not in his story. but being in the now has sold well for 5,000 years…must be the “porn” of the spiritual industry.

    b.katie is a master of hypnosis and nlp…not the best “leaders” to have if no self is your goal (their selves are doing very well off what they preach)

    however i would caution against the no doer, nothing to do, don’t make any effort. while true, try that for 10 years and see what happens. in fact you have to work and be committed like hell, to find out surprisingly that no effort was ever required. a paradox that can only be seen from the doing. while there is ultimately no doer and no actions taking place independent of ONE action- only through total commitment could that glimpse ever be given.
    I read a lot of these “new advaita” satsang givers that have sprung up all over the place…good gig if you can get it…and while they all preach no effort, stop doing, there is nothing you can do- if you really dig into their “story” there was immense effort and questioning or at least great life challenge that obviously forced them to search inwardly for answers. one of the most awake folks i know did almost no “spiritual work” but a divorce and career disruption really forced him to look into the depths of himself as to who he was and what he was doing here

    this is such a good topic of discussion…

    and gilbert i agree, controversy is good
    “Knowledge comes from conflict”

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  • Sara says:

    “only through total commitment could that glimpse ever be given”

    And who would that be who is totally commited?

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  • Robin says:

    Thank you Gilbert for being blunt and direct…I went to Byron Katie’s school for the Work and somehow “knew” something was not quite right…It goes back to what you said regarding following what resonates with you. This was extremely helpful to “me” to hear your thoughts regarding these teachers who talk about getting something in the future…A load feels lifted from here!

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  • gilbert says:

    Let me make one thing very clear here: This is not about putting anyone down. It isn’t about the vehicle, the ‘teacher’ or the messenger – although these ‘forms’ may demonstrate how genuine they are – if the ‘public facade’ is penetrated. More often than not – the scene behind the ‘performance’ is radically different to the public image.
    We have all witnessed ‘major players’ being exposed as frauds over the years. The spiritual empires are shaken to the core. The spiritual arrogance seeps through the facade and leaks out everywhere. Shocking for the devotees and a wake up call to anyone that wishes to remain in the shadow of a teacher or guru.
    If you hand over your own ‘authority to KNOW’ to anyone – you are asking for trouble.
    Sometimes it is good to be challenged if one is deluded in worship of an individual. The erroneous worship of an ‘idol’ in one’s mind (the me for instance) is a major obstacle for a great number of seekers. It is nothing but delay tactics – delaying the clear view of unobstructed wakefulness.
    SEEING is happening – nothing obscures what IS.
    Glimpses of truth are due to the shroud of ignorance cracking. To live with only glimpses is not ‘good enough’. ‘The Wall’ must come down.
    Whatever ‘turns you around’ is valid – it does not need to be some spiritual ‘thing’ that ‘does it’. As I have pointed out many times – it is not about the messenger.
    Worshiping the messenger only drags the messenger back into ego games – very few ever stay clean. The clean messenger is not interested in self-glorification, so the temptation is never indulged in……eg: “Get behind, thee Satan” – “There is only One…….”.etc.
    Nisargadatta told a lot of seekers to leave after about 8 days. He said that it took about 8 days to absorb the message……a few hung around, like the translators and the Bhakti types. The selfless way of the devotional type ‘works’ so I am told – it just takes ‘longer’.
    The Jnani’s way is KNOWING. The way of Faith dissolves onto KNOWING.
    The singular factor common to all ‘ways’ is THIS MOMENT is reality. There is no avoiding it.
    Once the message is received and fully realized, the need of the messenger vanishes – but if the messenger is a ‘true master’ it may be an extra ‘gift’ to hang around and watch his ‘delivery’ and even help out from time to time.
    Once this knowing is clear of obstructions one ‘becomes’ a messenger simply by being this wakefulness. The ‘message’ can be delivered without a word being spoken – but usually it does need a few words to ‘take it home’.

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  • gilbert says:

    NEW program about to appear. “In the name of your GOD”.

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    In speaking of “ET”, I received an audio recently as a gift from a well-intentioned person—In listening, most of the speaking was “becoming”-oriented and likely appealing to the greater crowd who enjoys retreats, buying books, becoming enlightened…But there was a surprisingly good paragraph from the talk either as a result of ET’s direct experience or else thrown in as a bone to continue to attract all seekers; including the ones beginning to see through the becoming/ guru game :

    You say “I want to know myself”
    You are the “I”, You are the Knowing
    You are the consciousness through which everything is known
    And that cannot know itself. It IS itself.
    There’s nothing to know beyond that.
    And yet, all knowing arises out of it.
    The “I” cannot make itself into an object of knowledge/of consciousness
    So, you cannot become an object to yourself

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  • Dan says:

    Dede -

    Good point, but that is how it starts. Starting to develop a relationship with that Awareness behind the thoughts starts to transform the old way of functioning. It can be a subtle thing, but the important thing is that the relationship is beginning to form…

    Eventually, there is enough time with the Awareness behind the thoughts to naturally allow yourself to realize that, instead of being the conception of a limited person that it feels like you are, you ARE actually that Awareness behind the thought. At that point there is no more going back, and that is the beginning of the direct knowing of ourselves and everything as Awareness.

    I’m rooting for ya :)

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  • gilbert says:

    Knowing does not arise out of any thing.
    All things simply appear in the knowing.
    Knowing is truly all that is happening.
    You may ask “How do you know that?”
    I reply ” How do you know anything at all?”
    That ‘you’ is just an appearance. Drop it and SEE what happens.

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  • smenon says:

    A lot of it makes sense while reading, a lot of it sinks in. However, there is no denying the fact that when the actual drama of life unfolds we seem to be absorbed in it, it takes us in its breath. After a few moments we may find looking at non duality again, and amused at all this unfolding but the absorption that happens when an event hits you is undeniable. Isn’t it then that total absorbtion with what happens – that’s really happening? There are no trophies to get here, despair, sadness and anger are normal reactions which is delivered with fullest authenticity? Gilbert, could you please throw some light on this?

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  • Dan says:

    Hi smenon and Gilbert,

    I know that the process of Awakening for me was one of great frustration in response to a lot of the nondualists. I wanted Enlightenment NOW and being told it should happen now was frustrating because it was momentary at best, and that is not something permanent, lasting, or fundamentally real. The description was great and the momentary response was useful, but the saying “it’s already there, so you should already have it” ended up in my struggling to “have it” instead of being able to let go into the process. Letting go into the process (even though it’s technically fair to say there is no process also) was what allowed the realization that there was no one to “get there” to slowly dawn. Otherwise, there was just a desire to violently kill the ego and be done with it. Sounds good in theory, but it doesn’t work that way. It’s one of letting go. Less control, not more…Allowing instead of resisting….

    People say “just see what’s already there…” and my response was “I’m *bleep*ing trying to!”

    That’s a backwards way to do it. Now, this, of course, is just my experience. I know it happened differently for others. But for me, understanding that there IS some sort of process that take care of itself if we allow it was invaluable. The old resistances that had been in the way forever could then start to gently be looked at and resolved, and the allowing of that process produced more and more clarity over time. And then the getting it was like gravity. The natural downward pull allowed me to sink into it quite spontaneously and quite unexpectedly….

    I find that there just needs to be a recognition of sinking into the goal. Or, more accurately, the goal sinking into you…very gently…even if it doesn’t feel so gentle sometimes….

    Do you see what I’m saying?

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  • Kimo (Jim) says:

    True enough, knowing doesn’t arise from any thing but still not a bad overall pointer given by ET. I enjoyed the soap, suds, and sand paragraph. Maybe something resonated with that guy after contemplating that even logically all things are contained in emptiness.

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